Gillian's Blog

2008-03-01T19:00:00.000-08:00

i guess friday was the last day we could officially put on our cedar uniforms. we wanted to take a cedar/vjc batch photo but when mr seet saw the wave of blue walking back to the hall he screamed "you better go for class now or i'll catch all the cedar girls ah!" or something along those lines. ses said that she started picturing our class in vj uniforms because she couldnt sleep. haha and apparently i'd look dull. and i think the vj uniform looks so much better with the tie on! i mean friday is tie day but pshh, in cedar, everyday is tie day! haha i read something somewhere where this lady said "Men tie a little noose around their necks.. what a clever way to start the day." whatever man. or woman. haha oh man, my sense of humour is becoming worse and worse.

i think we look better in blue. haha im going to miss my nice big shirt. haha the sizes get bigger as we get older huh. my sister thinks that i'd look like a nurse in the vj uniform. whatever i dont believe her. haha

right now, i'm really happy with the new 08a12, still the same old people with a few new (and crazy) additions. except eugenia's missing and i really miss her but i bet she's having fun ogling at the acs boys. she says the younger ones are more good looking. haha darn

and VJCSB! thank goodness i decided to join band again. i guess it was partly because of phy- cos i dont think i would have even gone for the first prac if it wasnt for her. and the people are exciting and funny. i still remember meeting alyssa on the first band prac and we were both reluctant to join band but look where it got us. i think its real fun having band practice with the J1s. i guess its cos we get to bond more and go for mass dance and lunch afterwards. haha after practice, we went to join the SCs and CTs for mass dance. they looked quite scary from far cos everyone knew the steps and they were all so coordinated. but heck, we just ran to the back and turned the mass dance into a mess dance. haha bad humour again. esp the 'i want you' dance. alyssa was laughing at people dancing. but really, they looked quite funny. the best part was there was some guy with a video cam recording the whole dance. HAHA SHOOT. we probably spoilt the whole video and ruined our reputation for the next two years. but heck right?

SEVENTEEN

2008-02-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

it's a sunday night and i'm feeling horrible about having lessons after 5 days of non stop fun and gambling. but happy cos ManU(re) just lost to City 2-1 and i dont think i have the guts to watch Liverpool have a go at Chelsea so hello blog.

oh yes and HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!! this year was really good but i dont i feel that same sense of celebration or excitement as i used to when i was a kid. same with christmas and easter. not sure why though, since we do the same things and see the same people every year. and oh, i turned seventeen on tuesday!! 17's not much of a significant number though. there's sweet 16, legal 18 and R21. but not 17, its just, you know, 17. so i wasnt really looking forward to it, i think its best to have your birthday in the mid year- that way you're more prepared. HAHA for what im not too sure

so i'd like to say a big THANK YOU to everyone that remembered or wished me or are asking me why the heck i didnt reply when they sent me a birthday message at midnight. eh, i was sleeping. haha what? it was a school night and i was lazy. my sister almost murdered me cos the phone was vibrating so violently. so here goes: THANK YOU-

jialing- haha you were the first if you dont count my mum who wished me at 9pm before she knocked out. and YA, we've been friends for 10 years! haha makes us sound really old huh. our brownie days, prancing around that darned toadstool. haha kids

jiang- who still called me her baobei. haha miss you and its too bad you had to work when we went to mr sng's house cos i bet you'd have scared the 2 dogs while playing foozeball

jessie- haha okay your msg was HILARIOUS. i quote thee "pls dont be so blur and prepare your ezlink card before you reach the mrt station" HAHA THANKS AH

lichu and wanning- I MISS YOU GIRLS!!! yes, we need to have a ldrs outing soon soon soon. its been way too long. i want to laugh at cihui's "she's having a fit!!" saga again. it never gets old man

yanying- my hougang buddy!! haha we live so near but i havent seen you for so long. haha and how's your man? haha have fun in aj! i know you are

kathleen kong- !!!!!!! where have you been?!! you run off with eve and neglect us already isit?! haha oh or is it your eye candy? HAHA we're all jealous cos kath has a romantic love story in sa but we all dont. haha

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okay right now i have to say that all the above was written ages ago and currently its the 23 of feb and Arsenal just equalised. DARN and the goalkeeper just mouthed the words "effing hell man" in slow mo. HAHA my sentiments exactly

and my wonderful thank you speech continues-

dorita- thanks for calling me!! haha i think i havent spoken to you in 4 years and you still remembered! exciting stuff

saxes- thanks for the cake! and thanks ah jing wen, for starting the cake fight. haha we had to mop up the canteen floor when the others were having assembly. aw man, i'll miss jingwen and jiaying alot

08a12- yes, thanks for singing my birthday song 6 six times in 2 different lectures. haha mr khoo made me answer a history question. he went " sorry gillian, but it has to be you" haha and right away, the people around me started giving me the answers. and to debs and sarahs for the donuts and the "ice cream". and sarah and eugenia for the humiliation. haha nah, i felt the love alright. haha vj's cool cos people just start wishing you and singing birthday songs for you in front of the drinks stall. thank you! and eh, who are you again?

eug and sarah made me wear that around school HAHA and i did. i cant believe it

B+B Recess Gang- yay, thanks for coming all the way down from school. peirong is hopeless at surprising people but its alright, the cake made up for it. haha they were so sweet. they got me a cake from awfully chocolate

4c- for the fish&co. birthday dinner. me and xinying were so clueless we didnt realise they were giving us a surprise. haha good job man. thanks for the cake and presents! and jiang and jessie chose a bikini for me. haha i said "what in the world am i going to with this piece of cloth and string?" jiang- "frame it up!" haha okay. and i have so many pomegranate body shop prducts now. my sis says maybe it because im smelly. whatever, siblings never tell the truth anyway.

oh and jiang smashed whipped cream in my face! and yanying made it better by putting some in my eye. haha oh yes, we were all amused by the fish&co birthday song. "where do you wanna go? FISH&CO!" haha they made us stand on the chair holding a stupid sparkler. haha i could see sylvianne taking pleasure in our humiliation.

and THIS is my birthday present from my godpa. and its GORGEOUS i got bored during history lecture and made one little girl happy

and we had a leaders outing! we missed thilanga, zhiyin and JESSICA. it was good food (we went to coffee club!) and happy days again. i miss csb- we shall have one more outing when jess comes back from the US.

its half time and liverpool is in the lead so for now, im real happy

CYCO JTS

2008-02-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

THAT'S THE CYCO JTS MAN
haha with 6 js and one ass. haha well, we started talking really loudly till the waiteress had to come shut us up. haha the food was good but the company was better. they started talking about people from school and at times, being mean and funny at the same time. weian ordered wine just cos he was legal. but it tasted like ribena and water and alcohol man. HAHA
then when i was stuffed full of chicken and potatoes, we went to eat katong laksa and ordered ONE fabulous bowl of laksa when there were 7 of us there. oh, and 2 lime juices- dont forget that.
then we walked a longgggg way to cafe cartel for cakes. haha. on the way, i got suan-ed real bad. basil told a really long joke that i got lost halfway. something about red and green trucks that i didnt quite catch. and they started substituting the word bimbo with my name and told bimbo jokes. DAMN i have never been called a bimbo before and i have a brain somewhere alright. haha yes, somewhere

and yes! i cant wait to see jer, minghui and peiying perform during CNY. haha im all set

o level results

2008-01-28T07:29:00.000-08:00

hey!

well, the big Os have finally come and gone and i'm still feeling the effects of it all.

backtrack to thursday, or D DAY or doomsday as many others have put it. met up with the whole bunch of girls in blue from 4C (yeah!!). the whole of ppmacs was packed with Cedarians- which were obviously talking and eating real loudly- its our nature, what can i say? thats the way ppmacs used to be anyway. haha i always remembered us going there to eat and discuss about some nonsense and looking at ah lians from random (meaning not cedar) schools make use of the foggy/misty windows to show the world how proficient they can be in the one language they excel in. read- vulgar. we also mixed up chilli, milo, mayo, icecream to make a special concoction that only a starving person or moron would dare to taste. once again, showing why home econs was my worst subject at one point.
occasionally you know, we upgrade to T3 cube. HAHA yes, all the magazines, internet and crayons. mostly with kath, meng, vicky, yanying, xinying and gang to chill. haha

moving on, we went back to cedar to inhale the 'new school' smell. HAHA we went MAAAD i tell you, running around as screaming at the teachers as though hey were superstars. and priya got sabo-ed by Mdm Lum!! haha she made priya tell the whole sec 4 class to study hard and do better than us. haha MALU

well, so in the end i got a wonderful nine. thinking about it now, its alright for me i guess. but i was bawling when i received the results though. haha my sister tried cheering me up by telling me other people's scores from her school. and i was crying on the line saying "i dont care about them man!!" haha poor eric. haha i wont go into that anymore. 9 pointers gang. HAHA

and 4C went for dinner at Fish and Co. alright!! only a rocking class can go out after crying so much. haha. we get over things fast huh. haha dinner was great but we had to shout cos there was this guy singing on stage. when he went of key, mr sng's eyebrows rose. HAHA well, we all have different reactions to bad singing

2008-01-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

hullo.
IM KELLY!
how exciting.
im blogging on gillians blog! HAHA!
i cant say stupid stuff. cause its HER BLOG.
i helped her make that nice tagboard, but i think this set of colours look the best so im not changing them (haha.)

im so outdated ok.
i didnt realise shes using the new blogskin setter thing.
so cool, HAHAHAH i didnt even knw it existed.
ok i shant come and qiang her feng tou anymore.
BYEBYE GILLIANS FRIENDS!

vjc orientation

2008-01-22T06:53:00.000-08:00

CY CY SAI SAI SAI
orientation was probably manymany weeks ago but you know, my time moves slower than yours. and i'm really not consistent with updating. took half a year to upload photos onto the net. HAHA at least it got done in the end right?
im in cyrus cyco! with the most enthusiastic see hwee. haha i was so relieved when she was in my sub group. felt like NCO all over again didnt it? haha she bullying me and me lying to her that i was a ballerina (which she believed cos she's nice and i did a twirly-like movement) HAHA

our OGLs were wei an, phy, alex and cheryl. and the psychos were cihui, minghui, pu en, jonathan, basil, jingying, ming de, yu hang, bethany, thomas, meng tian, wei jian, terence... ah eh, i cant do this without leaving anyone out. i havent memorised anything since amaths formulae and chemistry rubbish. sorry

day one of orientation was alright. a little too high for me i have to admit. haha being a cedarian and everything, you'd think that you could match their level of enthusiasm but NO. haha it's not easy to switch camps so quickly. one moment its WE ARE THE GIRLS and CEDAR SOLID, the next it's YO VJC. haha okay so now i know the hand sign stands for the cheer. during the NSSN concert, when they sang the school song and did the 'i love you' sign, i was like "wow, they really loved their school that much huh" HAHA now i know.

of course the other days were better and fun(ner?) haha. warming up only takes a day i guess. i shall write about that later on. by feb, i promise. which is a special month anyway. HAHA NOT SO SUBTLE HINT
meanwhile, feast your eyes on this:

yay!! that's my class. or part of it at least. haha not everyone was present though. haha this was taken before we went for the One Life experience. it's this place near SMU that raises awareness about AIDs. i was negative by the way. haha and the dumbest thing happened to me. i got lost! haha shocker. sunmeng's probably shaking her head right now. the other time i smsed her for directions, she sent this heartless message. "gillian choo! you're the Singaporean!" haha thanks ah. okay so the AIDs thing was meant to be a meaningful journey/ process thing. and when i got lost i went oh crap, the place was smaller than my house for god's sake. haha but you know, stupidity knows no bounds. in the end, i gave up and asked the lady for help. she laughed at me! haha i dont blame her though. Cecil, the pink lady, couldnt stop laughing either.

my sister is desperately trying to learn chinese by watching the news. yeah, and we're both really lost. the only thing i understood was something about Disneyland which is trivial and practically useless. my sis gave up completely and started laughing at the newscaster's eyebrows. HAHA that's education for you

can't wait to see everyone again on thursday! but i have dental after the results though. im going there to cry if i do badly. see what the dentist'll do. haha

nov dec hols

2008-01-10T05:48:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!! alright alright, i'm blogging. haha

its painful to hear kelly and the rest reciting the first few lines of my posts. haha

weellll, hopefully everyone is enjoying their new schools and classes since orientation is over. cos on the first day i was asking around and everyone seemed to be not too happy. haha. i know how yall feel. but yesterday, i was talking to kelly and she was all 'tj is fun' and so is everyone else.

okay back track to new years eve. we had a countdown party at syl's house! it was syl, me, kelly, jessie, xinying, jiang, jer and qianyi. we played pool, had a barbeque and did the whole 54321 happy new year thing. haha it was really fun though. ohoh, and there were these 2 kids that were playing with sparklers and xinying, the 6 year old kid trapped in a 16 year old girls body, wanted to play too. so when their parents went away (HAHA) we asked them nicely for some. haha the little boy was so cute- he wore a batman costume and tried to show off and played AEIOU. haha and afterwards when he ran off to his mum he ran back. and said 'when holiday time you all come here (the playground) and we play again okay. but i must finish my homework first.'

haha i swear xinying had a crush on him. haha then jer turned to me and said ' we probably wont see him again'. it was sad but ya, give him a week and we'll be clean forgotten. haha

ohoh, and 4C went to Mind's Cafe! haha i was supposed to be Mr Sng'a and Ms Begum's birthday, but they couldnt make it. so we had cake for no reason. haha we were having fun playing retarded games and being crazy. haha me, vicky, shahini and varruna went shopping before that! feels great to be going out and having fun and spending all your money till you have none. haha we started playing the games and everytime, one of the staff would come over and say " sorry miss, but that's not how to play the game" HAHA embarrassing no?

and kelly, i know i sound pretty dumb in my older posts. haha as for the s2pid thing, that was a weak attempt to show my love and interest for maths. haha didnt convince anyone though.

2007-09-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

im blogging now cos frankly, i have nothing better to do.
prelim results came out today and im a seven pointer(: haha, for one subject only. sort of expecting myself to fail chem but i didnt feel great when people everywhere were getting 90s and A1s. dang. how am i going to jump so many grades from now till the o's? haha miracles do happen right? right? haha guess not. maybe if i cant get a job or anything real to do for the first month i'll just go to some random jc to have fun. haha maybe. so there's still lit, emaths and physics left tomorrow. im banking on all 3 subjects so ya, no choice already. beggars cant be choosers.

i really need some motivation right now. havent been studying for over a week. its time to take out the books and papers and feather dusters and mug. but i dont have the mood. haha just so you know, scary movie 4 is a lame show. couldnt get past half an hour of it. and i can stand watching alot of crappy shows. just ask vicky and gang. we watched in her shoes and we were all dying from boredom but no one said anything. till vicky said, okay can we go now? then we were all, YES! OKAY LETS GO haha

okayokay, just when i'm supposed to be studying about sustainable development and all that junk, i've been watching the VMAs the whole afternoon. and oh my, im swooning over chris brown. absolutely swooning. haha go check out his performance during the VMAs. im never deleting that reording. hahaa. after he danced and did his thing, all the rapper people were congratulating him and all that. juxtapose (haha) this with the reaction to britney spears performance. haha polite claps all around and then straight to commercials. haha poor lady. never wear a panty and bra set and fishnet stockings if you look worse than your backup dancers. haha. really

so go watch chris brown! haha there was a short part when rihanna came in and sang umbrella while he danced with one. haha. and the two little boys dancing with him were so adorable. those people are really grooming future heart breakers. haha. yayayayayayay. im going to watch videos! haha im think im going to fall for guys that can dance. haha or fall on them

which ever

2007-09-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

hey you all,
this time im making no guarantees that im going to be posting regularly. the last time i said i was back into the blog thing again, i didnt post for three months. haha anyway, i guess everyone in cedar already knows about the unfortunate incident.
when i knew about it, i didnt know how to react. she wasnt really close to me so i dont know what to feel. or what to say. there's been quite a few tragic happenings around, like the boy in my brother's school. and suddenly everything we cared about like prelims or studying and getting good grades, they all seem so trival. like it all doesnt matter anymore. i dont know, guess we all have to appreciate the people around us a bit more. cos the next thing you know.. i definitely wont complain so much about anyone, especially teachers, so much now.
i just hope not alot of people are too affected by it.

its been really long since i last blogged so im not sure what to say.
haha more for later

june hols

2007-06-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

hi
im back in the blog thing now. i wish i can just talk and my words get typed out so i dont have to move my fingers. rar its been so long since i came online and even more since i dusted my books. haha. band leaders!! i need motivation. rar, no more stupid jokes, looking nerdy in front of teachers, hitting people who finished their amaths already or throwing hello panda into ice milo when it makes no difference- just the pattern come off only. haha STUDY STUDY STUDY ahh whats the point? i cant even pack my table.

ok anyway, here's what i've been up to- in case i lose my memory and forget who my friends are. haha
the last day of school- we had a cake from chocz!! haha chocolate. yes. it sort of made us realize how little time we have left as a class in cedar. ya i know there's internet connecting and all but nothing beats acting like a turkey with germaine or irritating shahini or disturbing kathleen everyday. haha. ya, and just by turning around. easy peasy simple pimple. (haha jessica and hers)

OH then we had the macbeth play!! haha yes swoon.
haha mrs rw asked us to "dress up" and apparently we were all looking rather "grown up" that day. haha. excuse me, im fully grown up already. HAHA better not be. anyway, as last min and dramatic as our class could be, (haha lit students.) we left central last and made our way there without any directions. abt 20 of us in our theatre clothes walked around, talking, taking pictures, talking..haha ok then we were late. panic. call, call, panic. then varruna's slipper broke. omg, it was so dramatic, she ran there with a long skirt and barefoot. haha if i wasnt with her i would have asked for her autograph. haha the show was alright. and after that we went to the riverside a to eat and talk somemore. haha the mouth is probably the most utilised part of the body. haha

me, sunmeng, vicky and shan went out to but shahini's present then we saw so many weird things for the arts fest. in vivo there were ppl dressed up as the uncle sam guy and the london guards with big bushy hats. they waved to some little kid and he stared at them. poor guy. haha then we saw this 2 ladies in thick makeup and they were standing near the escalator. then we were all " who are they? isit the arts feat people? haha or are they deciding where to go next" haha turns out they were filming something. one lady was holing a magazing and when she opened it, it was empty- ya, prop la. haha. sunmeng was so amised "omg! its blank!!" haha people started staring. HAHA

SHAHINI'S PARTY
surprise actually. haha i'll upload the videos someday. before she came in we were all so excited. abit sad cos we're deprived of bday parties. there were those yummy delifrance salmon tuna things that pat would drool over. haha. omgomg we were all so jealous of her, forever 21, topshop, hmv, kino vouchers, an ipod (!!), a thong and a whole lot of other things. haha.drool. haha. fun fun fun

hwa chong concert
met peirong and soph at cafe cartel and tried to study. haha. for dunno how many hours. we improved out talking and bread cutting skills though. haha but i think soph failed miserably. haha had to ask pei how to do every qn for amaths.didnt get too far though. haha. then jialing the broccoli came and we all went to hwa chong. the concert was alright la but soph insulted me. HAHA miss b+b. haha sllepover man.

so mrsng's wedding is tomorrow!! finally got a dress but i look lame in it. haha. never mind- the whole point is to look as ugly as possible so the bride can look pretty. haha. good luck mrs sng.

I LOVE HEROES
"i tried fighting the future but its too big for me"

syf 2007

2007-04-23T19:17:00.000-07:00

SIGH
thats the thing i've been doing so often these days. i know its over and i should be strong but when im having a good time i remember and sigh. there it goes again.
syf is over and i told jessica afew weeks back that i'll post if we get gold. haha. i know people including myself say that syf aint everything but it sort of is. i feel. syf makes us strong, a common goal that we all work towards and like it or hate it, bands are judged based on that. well guess our next dm would not feel that out of place since so many bands got silver too huh. when i was at nco, ppl asked eh, cedar is a gold band right? haha i responded "ya, in 2007" then all we silver band dms would say alright next yr we all become gold band ah. really wanted the next dm to show off "haha we gold leh" yes little arrogant me. but ya, would have been nice.
people said you guys are the batch to make it this year. my very pragmatic friend said if yr band get gold, its a team effort, if never, its the leaders fault. haha no hard feelings fom this band right. i hope no one is throwing darts at my face now. i was looking thru my old posts and guess what. i dont think i blogged any or many sad things. eg. syf 2005 is totally non existant. if people were judged based on their blogs, i'd have a happy crazy life. already do? haha
isit me but after thursday i just felt really sian. who cares what other bands got. just give me my icecream and let me watch tv. haha. CSB 2007 IS SUPER DUPER. haha they can tolerate our lameness. haha the sometimes lousy motivation speeches (people retarded la, cant talk properly okay), we freeze together, bond together. haha the cold cold band room. i miss laughing at shivering ppl that are laughing at me. the lame jokes we make and ms sia and mr ong's bickering. they bicker while we try to determine their relationship. status: unknown HAHA syf has brought out the best and worst in all of us.
well, now its over and ya, i guess im afraid. afraid i cant go back to the good old days and playing with the banders, afraid that i cant keep using band as a reason to run away from schoolwork, afraid i'd lose touch with people i see only during band, afraid i cant disturb the poor leaders after band but mostly afraid that without band i'm lost. argh is that loserish or what but what am i going to do on mon, tues, wed, thurs, fri? haha eat my moolah away, i know. okay zhiyin, this was written on 16 april just so you know. but i accidentally saved it as a draft. haha

sports day

2007-04-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

okay i shall blog because i dont want to integrate.
ooh, sports day-
here are the highlights-
*sunmeng and me cant cheer properly so we only shout the "tune" HAHA
*took alot of lame pictures which may or may not see the computer screen
*oh, and found out that ppl cannot be more obvious when it comes to "secretly" taking pics of their ou xiang. HAHA
*realised that people actually do homework during sports day. seriously. i have no comment.
*band people are so funny, if we had an inter CCA cheering com we'll always get top. oh oh oh csb
*the ole cheerleaders are super brave. if it were me, i think i'd just faint or pretend to. i got the video(:
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADELINE. (ok, i know i owe you a present)

and I ATE MY FIRST SEOUL GARDEN
yes sua ku i know.
haha omg 17 of us went.
ya, ok we made alot of noise and alot of weird tadpole egg ice kachang. plus all the chicken we burnt and what not. and i realised shahini cant cook cos all the oil splashes out. she says she'll use oil blotters to clean. HAHA we should have more class outings. talk and talk and eat and talk somemore. then i asked shan, sunm, shahini and germ to pose for a pic. haha took a video instead. haha shan's smile was plastered on the whole time. then mrsng joined in. and we got shushed somemore. i like seoulgarden.
haha had a funny leaders meeting today. kelly also wants to join band. HAHA reminicsing
alright-
till next time.

2007-03-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

hello
i dont know if its pms but i've been feeling high highs and low lows. argh im not on drugs or stuff. haha
OHOH i made my new year resolution and ive totally blown it up. i was supposed to attend every comp, event, or party that ppl ask me out to. BUT i didnt go to kelly's com, isa'a birthday and lichu's concert. her big debut. sad okay. what if she becomes a huge star then i didnt go see how? haha argh. 'you're still young' my dad said. haiya
well, anyway my family went to the beach yesterday. ya then my mum rented this 2 ppl bike. HAHA it looked ridiculous. then me and my brother tried riding it. haha omg so weird. then there was this place for riding ponies. so we rode the bikes ard for fun. halfway, we saw a pile of horse poo. haha without thinking we just rode past and there was this slope. haha while screaming down it, then we saw that there was a rope at the end. HAHA so we unglamly used our feet to brake. HAHA OMG IT WAS THE HORSES' PATH/ROUTE HAHAHAHA
then we were like oh shoot and carried the bike onto the pavement. haha what losers.
then when me and my sis were walking we saw these 2 guys trying to ride the double bike.then they had such trouble getting on one guy turned ard and said "sorry, we're gays". HAHAHA OMG
anyway today mr adams was quite funny, but it was super cold i cant rmb which part was laughable. then afterwards jessica broke a chair! hahahaha sorry la i know u dont need a hole in yr butt but it was really funny. somemore she stood up like nothing happened, stoned for a sec and clutched her arm and went OW. HAHA sry

ooh prison break is gripping. and without a trace is not bad too. pookie bear. haha. okay i'll not miss anything again.
resolved

2007-03-09T22:00:00.000-08:00

hello
i dont know how i should feel
haiya. heck that. when people talk to me i dont know know what they mean.
well, anyway, mrsng was really nice and he bought us a cake. yay. moist choc cake haha.unglam la the photos. choc everywhere.
sunmeng was sick for two days. but the poor thinger one as germaine cos she missed ah meng and so she kept disturbing and laughing at me. haha and thumb wrestling w herself. haha.
well, photo shoot was today and fatmah was really funny. she s irritated w the photographer and rolled her eyes when she smiled. haha. then ms lizah and mswan were helping her adjust her hair. haha. im tired so buh bye now

2007-02-24T00:33:00.000-08:00

hello hello!!

DORITA HO!!OMG how did you find this crappy place anyway.
HAHA aiyer i didnt go back this year. only isa. OOPS then she said she only met ms gan. go organize gathering leh. you didnt go to last yr's.

oh, i think it was funny that we felt like eating macs right after watching supersize me. HAHA sometimes ignorance is bliss but knowing stuff (paraphanelia. HAHA) doesnt help either. sorry

ahh its late, im tired and me and helen went to the LIBRARY. and the smell is quite nice what. haha ok goodnight. dont be disappointed by this LONG AND EXCITING post kelly.
knock yourself out.

NIANN!!! COME BACK HERE!! (cue the laughter)

2007-02-09T00:35:00.000-08:00

yoohoo
its friday and we got back our chinese olevels.
and YAY i got a 2! heyheyhey, for me thats super already ok. i was already screaming like crazy then i told a few people. and they started going "its ok la. a2 also can" WHAT OKAY. ITS BEST OK. only the people who've heard me speak chinese can really know how i feel. HAHA yea EVE ONG. i think she almost fainted at my wonderful grasp of the language. haha i hope eveong got an a1!!
ruixian and yaju were so mean. when i told my results she was like i got a1 last time leh. HAHA sorry la. ppl lousy what. haha i think mdm teo gave up when i asked her if sideburns were 'pang bian shao' or 'pang mao'. HAHAHA
OHOHOH
my mum recently started reading the news papers cos usually she doesnt HAHA 'to keep abreast with the new' i thee quote. ok so new she'll tell us a story to act pro i guess HAHA but all her news are weird. wait- i better check if shes reading the right papers. and so the story goes-
there was this old lady from malaysia and she took a wrong train. instead of going home she went to thailand. the part nearest to mlysia? so since she could only speak malay and didnt have her ic, she got put into an old age home. nobody bothered to get her a translator or smth. so she spent 20 years there before this grtp of ppl came to volunteer and one of them was her son's friend. blabla reunited and happily ever after. but she wasted 20 years omg. what if thats me? ahh cos im always losing my way. then i'll always call sunmeng dunno why. maybe cos she old and supposedly mature but she always asks me to take taxi. HAHA like that i also know.
so ya, one time i got lost and went to some prison centre. its not fate i tell you. then one time i slept in the bus, and woke up when it was going on its 2nd round. haha i think the driver thought i was mad. then the best one was when I WAS GOING HOME FROM SCHOOL and i took the wrong bus then i went to balestier then to bugis then home. and it was raining and i just wanted to fall in the puddle and cry. then can add to s'pore's reservoirs. HAHA
ok then i called sunmeng and those nc ppl were there la. BEST. nurin and cheryl were laughing at me. haha just cos i lose my way doent make me a loser.HAHA i think if i drive i'll just drive into the sea and call it my home.

oh, im so sorry la. i cant console people. argh. better go take a course to upgrade my skills. i really tried. and all i got was a "gillian, you're full of crap" or "shut up la" aiya- just know that if you need me to prance around like a ballerina or anything im there. or here. aww dont be sad no more.

well, im going for cip tmr and i dont want to group with jeralyn. cos they say ppl will give her all the money and i'll have none. HAHA okay- i think kelly'll do. AHAHA we can sing fergalicious and they'll pay to shut us up. ok set.

goodnight and pls go to bed.

if we collected all the tears in the world, we'll never go thirsty

2007-02-02T23:31:00.000-08:00

hey-
chem spa was eh, not like a spa. HAHA
haha soak in the chemicals and tell me what happens. no more dead skin. no more skin. ah well, i guess if you write the right answer and cancel it it still counts for something eh? HAHA

oh yay! we officially have 32-33 new recruits.
haha and kelly is jealous.
and i think chinese class is fun HAHA
lao shi told us a ghost story today and sunmeng screamed and freaked all of us out. haha

ahh i think its all good now and i dont want time to fly so fast. its already february! ah ah ah what sweet sixteen la haha. i was watching sweet 16 on mtv and these cray ppl have cars, parties and celebrities coming to their party. haha madness. then my sis suggested i should invite everyone to some party act glam glam, you know pink dress , tiara and a big sign that says "i am the princess".
then like in the show, my dad will ask me to go outside to see my present. then tada! i'll get a car. (but in my case maybe a toy one la) then i'll scream and then scream at my dad for getting the wrong color. "like, how many times do i have to say pink?" HAHAHA

ok no.
i want to suddenly find alot of money or food vouchers in the drain. then can ask everyone go out and eat. HAHA yes bloat bloat bloat. then we will eat and talk and eat somemore. yay thats the life. but ah- physics spa is on monday. whywhywhy
then i told mr goh "ah, but its my birthday on mon leh". then he was "oh, then i can give you more time" HAHA no need. i'd much rather run away once im done. haha

haha and i still cant believe tjung tripped over her long skirt.
haha luckily we have insurance.

anyway, nice song great song.
im going to watch dreamgirls. when does it open ah?haha hopeless

Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Moments so dear
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
How do you measure-- measure a year?
In daylights-- in sunsets In midnights-- in cups of coffee
In inches-- in miles In laughter-- in strife
In-- five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
How do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love?
Measure in love Seasons of love

Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Journeys to plan
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
How do you measure the life Of a woman or a man?

In truths that she learned Or times that he cried
In bridges he burned Or the way that she died
It's time now-- to sing out Tho' the story never ends Let's celebrate Remember a year in the life of friends
Remember the love Remember the love Remember the love
Measure in love
Measure, measure your life in love
Seasons of love Seasons of love
In diapers--reportcards In spoke wheels--in speeding tickets
In contracts--dollars
In funerals--in births
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes
How do you figure our last year on earth

all the best to the red crosses tomorrow!!
go do your thang- haha kelly, dont start dancing halfway ah. afterwards can

2007-02-01T23:18:00.000-08:00

hey- im back from my 2 month rest HAHA
haha eh, since then school has begun
for one month already ya i know. haha. and by FATE im sitting next to kelly. and kathleen has become pregnant. (but by who? by what? that is the question)
ahh, i cant really remember anything already-
OH one day, there was a girl and she made her ascend up the cedar pri way to school. it was raining cats and dogs so to avoid the animals, she walked outside the pavement. but alas! there was a car obstructing her path. so her brain juices started flowing and she thought: oooh maybe i can climb over. so she hoisted one leg on the front of the car. ah- it cant be done! what did she do? "i use the other leg lor." HAHAHAH
then she said "in the car got people, i scared they horn me" BEST
haha vidhya was"AHH sec ones are getting better every year" haha better.

haha im practicing for english essay tmr. act cheem.haha

michael scofield has left the building.

nco pics

2006-12-01T01:10:00.000-08:00

hello
lets be systematic for once okay?
monday.
eh oh no, i cant remember ANYHING
thats ok, what's tuesday for right?

tuesday.
surely we had band. and then what? ARGH THIS IS NO USE
OH i went to sarah's house for the first time. haha
oh then i met peirong there. supposed to do hwk eh? ya lets see, 2 plus hrs and 4 qns of eng compre done. and i didnt even bring my ans home. BEST

oh haha on wednesday, went out with leaders except TJUNG
haha someone went swimming ah?? HAHA sorry ah, but we burst out laughing when we knew. no offence i bet you swim damn good. haha
ate yoshi and bought disco cloth!! haha i banged into rachel, annemarie and KELLY ahaha wah, singapore is really THAT small eh?
anyway, lunch was the best. we laughed and laughed until my stomach bursted ok. HAHAHAH about drills in sec one, fainting!!, haha and other stuff. HILARIOUS I TELL YOU. woohoo ya man, we shld have a ldrs chalet!! HAHAH i think we'll be so lazy and unorganized FINALLY!! haha. we'll eat raw chicken wings (lazy to peng), sleep on the floor, and ants will crawl all over HAHA no schedule! no planned games!! woohoo.
then we can film lost season 5,6 and 7. HAHA

OH HAHA another thing. cihui is such a kelian. cos i keep bluffing her. HAHA she's such an easy target mah. she believed me when i said i was a ballerina for TEN YEARS!! i even pranced ard a little bit to show off. HAHA and she saw my younger sister. fine la, just cos she's fair and pretty. so i lied that she was adopted. HAHA AND SHE BELIEVED. THIS IS ALMOST GETTING TOO EASY. HAHA time to change target. i think since nco and band camp, we've been toilet partners. HAHA she thinks that my shit doesnt stink one bit. haha and we discuss sinking and floating faeces. HAHA sink = unhealthy (mine)
float= healthy (hers- she claims)
eh, enough about THAT

some pics from eve (since i kope from her so every pic has her dua face in it HAHAHA)

nerd, hougang, me, mayble, jolyn, rachel. HAHA YAY

haha darn! i dont have a pic of my boots. HAHA the suffering. haha they're cool man.
haha eve looks dumb!! haha me too la. haha. that day was fun and i bet i stinked. look how high the boots are. ahahah

HAHA LAME which is stronger? fist or gun. HAHA be smart man.

HAHAHAHAHA now this is the best pic yet. deyi dm forced to act cute. HAHA and EVEEEE looks constipated. i know his uniform cooler than yrs la, but dont have to look so sad rgt? HAHA yay eve rocks man. we're OLD friends. haha

im kinda slow and nco's been over for so long. but heck, at least i put them here. and eh, you can stop laughing and barfing now.

think i dont know.

band camp 06

2006-11-27T23:43:00.000-08:00

haha back again.
band camp 2006!!!

but first, a funny story from my sister. haha
Question: If pizzas are round, why are they packed in square boxes? Answer: Ok, here it goes. In 1922, pizza's were created and originated from Singapore. It all started with the merlion. (But that is another story) They were originally packed in circle boxes, because that's the shape of pizzas, duh. Ok back to the point, everyone loved these square boxes, they would even purposely buy pizza;'s for the sake of these circular boxes! -to be continued- Some whackos even threw the pizzas away because they just wanted these boxes. Matthew Pizzabox Lim, was soooo obssesed that he even changed his last name to Pizzabox. BUT, one day, the pizza box machine was in danger! A comet from outer space landed on it and oh no! The pizza box making machine was dooomed! The pizza box making machine wasn't hurt, but even worse! There were no more circular pizza boxes!!!! GOSH! So square pizza boxes were invented instead. OH THE HORROR! Matthew Pizzabox Lim was sooooo upset he changed his middles name to Matthew Pizzaboxessucknowthattheyareshapedinsquares Lim.
yay. we did it!! haha the theme was funny. JAT la. haha. chemistry, bonding, unity. HAHA we gave the band a periodic table with their names in it. HAHA ELEMENTS OF CSB we rock at relating. haha when jessica explained the theme- tuba section was like yaya.. its all about band NOTHING about chemistry and ahem.

haha ok day one.
we had band first and it was kind of normal. everyone was not in the camp mood i guess. haha maybe the WONDERFUL lunch perked them up. haha me and ms lee lover went to collect our lunch. then weiting and mdm nur came to collect their lunch. wah, it was like battle of the ccas or smth. we were comparing whose lunch came first and whose was better. HAHA WE LOST BOTH. theirs came in nice bento compartment boxes our was styrofoam. HAHA lucy no one complained.

oh haha GAMES!! we played captains ball aka atoms and molecules!! haha chemisrty mah. then they went mad ok! haha we all got a shock. wa, what did they put in the food boy. everyone got so high. heehee we mixed red bull in the drinks .haha NO LAH
the best part was when we asked everyone to stand tgr then we threw a cabbage HAHA LAME OK then the poor thing got dismantled fast. HAHA oh gosh me and lichu took an unglam video of us shaking our butts at the cam. AND THEY PUT IT IN THE VIDEO ARGH. my ass is famous.

night games!!! we made them blindfold themselves and walk thru some obs. haha the best was the tornado and the tribal invasion where we had to scare them and make alot of noise. HAHA FAILURE they not scared one!! so we ended up touching them. HAHA to scare them and stuff. haha then i poked myself in and joined one grp. pretended to be you ting!! haha esther was strangling me ok. HAHA i was mouthing to alicia- STOP THE GAME!! TAKE OFF BLINDFOLD! then she went "ok, now the other grps can disturb them" or lets go another round" HAHA wanted to strangle her.

haha then we played alot of games and had alot of fun. haha oh, then the other leaders led a campfire minus the fire. haha.me and cihui were clearing rubbish with the red crossers. haha we looked so pathetic and thirsty deborah let us drink her tea. HAHA while we were carrying rubbish and eating our dinner at the security guard room. HAHA WE TALKED ALOT OF CRAP and wow, look at our glamorous lives!! woohoo. you want my autograph? wait ah, let me finish throwing away this rubbish.

okay farewell i'll write another day
yay. i think everyone did great!! esp the leaders. jessica and alicia for the games and theme!! (i was supposed to be in games but i didnt make up any. oops.) cihui, wanning, thilanga for the farewell. deco, invitations. VIDEO they spent so much time on it ok. and lichu and zhiyin for logistics. you both are so strong!! hhaa walking so much everyday. YOU GUYS ROCK!! haha i think the morning when we rehearsed the item was best ah. we kept laughing at ourselves. HAHA
i think we can all go endorse red bull already. HAHA

2006-11-22T00:30:00.000-08:00

busy busy..
this is so that when i read this on sat, i know i made it through band camp and farewell. FAREWELL!! ahhh
the camp part will be fine la. so long as everyone has a good time and everything. HAHA expect lame games- you've seen the team. brace yourselves cos most of the things you have to do require lots of thick skin. haiya, since everyone else will be doing it, laugh at each other lor. no big.
wah heh heh.. farewell will either be great or a great big screw up. but must have confidence right madeline? haha ok then, the farewell will be the best in csb history. HAHA.
theres more pressure to do a good job cos this batch are the closest to us. haha and supposedly the nicest to us too huh. i hate farewells man. but i hope they cry. means they'll miss us too right?
sometimes things can never go back to the times they were. i like sec 2 years the best!! haha cos band was super fun and we didnt have to worry about anything. just have fun and practice and can chiong home after band. haha.
the best thing was we had seniors to fall back on. now we only have ourselves and others too. not that its bad, but i'll miss all of the crazy saxys. when we were sec ones, qian yi was the sl and we'll pee in our panties every time she comes. wah, you want to test me ah! die already man. seniors were the big thing. the sec ones will have prac with sir while the main band does drills. then they'll come in and put their instruson the floor. if you were suay, they'd come in while sir was testing you. HAHA. that oh sh*t feeling. haha
more another day.

hope you guys are enjoying ltc whil we plan hilarious roles for the item. HAHA dont let your eyes roll to the back of your heads

32nd nco

2006-11-15T23:33:00.000-08:00

haha yes, im back. and black
32nd NCO 2006
6-10 Nov
haha it was suprisingly fun. haha. at first i was kinda dreading it cos siying told me that our mace was shorter than the rest. and cos i have no knowledge of using it. haha use to hit myself only.
so i thought, cant be that bad right. HAHA everyone's mace was so much taller!! haha i think siying was quite popular last year cos there were a few people who said that their seniors asked them to look out (or down) for the sailormoon mace. haha yay siying. HAHA

okay, lets dispel some myths. no, its not made of gluestick, it cant glow in the dark (haha can use for disco), you cant extend it and no ITS NOT FOR SALE. haha. some instructor said he was interested in the mace after POP. haha. sorry ah, its priceless. haha.oh, its called a twirler or something. then there was this man that said, cedar girls- special mace, so short. haha fine.

day one, me and cihui reached early. haha we wanted to eat mr. prata but slacking was more tempting. haha on the first day, i said my name so many times it didnt even sound right anymore. haha oh, then for icebreakers we played this squeezing- passing- message game. haha squeeze hand la! i know jessica the pervert will start thinking wrong things. haha. anyway, our group lost until luo hua liu shui. (eh, im using chinese man!! see? i wont fail my chinese o's ok eve!!) haha cos i think we had slow reaction. haha. then we played this game which we had to touch a certain colour on someone's clothes/ shoes. then they called for maroon. then only one girl had a marron skirt. HAHA poor thing. everyone had to fight to touch it. then we were shouting "wah, so crammed!" or "eh, boys! touch the skirt only ah!" haha fun

then for the rest of the camp we had macework and the bms had music rehearsals. in the aircon room!! haha but at least they had to march with their instrus later on. me and rachel (mayflowerIAN haha) were joking that u can differentiate dms and bms by the smell. dms stink more. haha.

ah, im a lazy pig so here are the lame things that happen. eh, during macework we call each other by school. haha so there was a bukit panjang govt high, pegasus and hercules. haha. then one day everyone wore e nco shirt with a big 32 at the back. ppl were shouting "move leh, no. 32!" haha which one? i think the joke was said like 6 times. never gets old. haha.

eh, then there was this time some guy burped into the mic. haha so loud and long ok. sounded like a song. sort of. HAHA i was drinking water. lucky i didnt spit it out like that time lichu told me the stupid joke.

oh, then there were these gym people. WOW i tell you. haha they swing and jump and turn around like nobody's business. haha but the song's always the same. haha. liu zhen and this other guy were dancing to it. haha i couldnt stop imagining everyone dancing to it. haha i must have looked dumb laughing to myself.

what else? everyone there is very funny and retarded. in a good way. haha. eh, izzul, our "balls and heels sir" ate the banana boat aloe vera. SMART. haha. he got so upset when no one say him do it. oh, i learnt chemistry there too. HAHA what is HCl? nerd- testing each other on chem formulas. haha
then hougang made us call him hougang in chinese. haha why must act so cheena? cos or else it'll sound like whole gang. eh, i ask my whole gang come beat you up. haha

then i met old friends! haha powpohyih and plmgs eve. haha
i didnt even know they'll be in band. haha. yay- then stupid eve kept critisizing me. my runway and fingers. haha. we decided that we'll take photos with ugly and nice uniforms after POP. thos ugly one then we smile happy happy, those nice smart ones then we act sad and ashamed. HAHA we sort of forced deyi or zhang lin to act cute and pose. haha. can blackmail him next time.

nco's fun cos finally we dont have to be in charge. just of ourselves. that can be hard too ok. haha. can sit back and wait for instructions instead. haha. just hope i can survive the next few weeks.
the party's over- back to business

kl trip

2006-11-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

KL TRIP BABY!
haha it was FARNY and lame. jessica went on about how this is our last leisure field trip together. that pessimistic ARSE. SAD LAH.

DAY ONE
oh, haha i came on my own in the morning. so dark damnit! so i had to call wanning while i was walking in. i scared smth come up from the wall and jump on me cannot isit?! haha alicia, jessica, thilanga and me wore black. haha alicia want to act cool what. haha and jessica and her aunty GOSH bag . can flip and become another colour. HAHA
haha found out stupid lyana was going too.

yay. day one was kind of blurry leh. OH we ate dinner at this seafood place. haha jessica was being a mother and trying to get alicia to eat her crabs. which she never ate before!! shocker. ya and fatmah kana cheated. she went to buy this dried fish stomach for 25rm. haha so funny ok. it tasted funny. i think its those cook steamboat one but she just ate it like that. haha her face very funny.

we went to the chinatown place. wah, me and wanning got scared. so everything also ask lyana and husna to talk to the shopkeeper. HAHA funny so many fake things. gucci, chloe, nikes and what not HAHA oh so you know where those aunties go buy their branded goods huh.
the chinatown place was kind of cool haha. those shopkeepers pride themselves on guessing which country you come from and try to impress you with easy peasy phrases like "lai mai, lai mai" or "mei nu, mei nu!!" haha wanning say i very happy they called us that. HAHA
i am a lousy bargainer and so paiseh so just buy lor. HAHA

ohoh!!! then koo, alimaisatay and jessimi and me started talking in BRITISH ACCENTS. dont even sound like!! haha. who cares man? haha WHATEVERRR. these are our new english names HAHA
koo- cristabelle ladybird
alicia- victoria cockroach
jessimi- nicolette peanut
ji lian- rosemary chicken

HOW COME I GOT THE LOUSY NAME. HAHA damnit. i made the 2 posh ones for the two monkeys. HAHA cos jessica and alicia bought a monkey t shirt then ms tan called them monkeys.
we talked like british ppl all the way along msia and when we saw any angmohs we'll go "hey!! arent those our mates from back home in england?"
the rest will just drawl "yeayea whateverrrrr" haha
i dared jessica to order a large fries with that accent. haha she didnt dare. nicolette you arse. HAHA

the four of us spent the hotel time eating dukus (HAHA ba lu ku ), watching fear factor and project runway and talking rubbish. haha about schools, sitting arrangements, darn things, stupid class names, knives and crazy guardians. haha the bed was shiok man.

DAY TWO
damn, this is long. okok day 2 breakfast was ok. so little variety. haha wanning mistook ms wan for alicia. HAHA so funny ok. we acted the scene out quite a few times. haha went to the kl towers and took lame photos. ohoh, unbelivable okay. later on we had 3 hrs plus to shop but we didnt buy anything. except socks, stickers and icecream!! haha best man. then later on me and wanning saw nicenice shoes HAHA yay. after we bought them we got so high. haha. but i think theyre kinda small now. DAMN. i have deformed feet.
oh we ate lunch at this chicken buffet place. so amused by how alicia tay eats. so dirty, like chicken also.

at night we went to that chinatown place again. haha this time me and wanning we braver but got harrassed HAHA some guy tried to scare us. successfully. haha then some guy gave her a flying kiss. traumatised. and we bargain and spent all our moolah. haha then we got so happy that we laid all our buyings on the bed. HAHA

had section bonding HAHA damnit i think i diu lian can. then later we played with the sec ones. haha band outing after all. all stuffed in one tiny room. silent heart attack. retarded game. jessica got tricked by alicia TWICE in a row haha. damnit. super funny. so many inside jokes. IN A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN. HAHAHAHAHAHA i wont forget that alicia.

then when they all went back, we had a duku party!! haha. more talking and damnitting that we're gonna be sec 4s soon. and all the things we have to do when we go back. and how mr ong is a millionaire and eats chocolates all day. and how lyana and husna wont wake up to come and join us. haha
haha before wanning and me seep every night, we'll watch a cooking show first. haha. tradition. for 2 nights only.

DAY THREE
we realised how unfit we were when we climbed the batu caves thing. HAHA. so discouraging when you see an old lady climbing steadily and then see us, young ppl, panting and crawling up. haha. stupid monkeys. they were rolling around. fighting or ahem-ing ah?? haha

shopped somemore but with no money. not enough to go to the toilet. haha. then we ate thai food and went back. haha i think we spent half the time in the bus man.

bottomline. kl trip- shopping, eating, watching tv, go toilet and eating dukus. HAHA. and i have to be all holy and pur for confirmation tmr. pls, like im not pure already. HAHA

2006-10-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

hello hello
chinese o's are finally over and so my unstudious life begins.

before the exam i went to the national library to STUDY okay
haha me and sunmeng sneaked off the route to get sushi HAHA
and chocolate which we secretly ate later. there was sunmeng, shanmei, kelly, anabella, kathleen and me. haha ate swensens and tried to study. sunmeng was like the lao shi man. haha anything also can ask her. then so qiao, we saw weiting, xinying and a pervertic uncle. haha got distracted halfway. HAHA

haha the stupid thing was that i forgot the exam was in the hall!! so i ended up with no jacket. thanks baohui for lending me yr house tee but i thinki just sat on it the whole time. dont worry la, no poisonous gas escaped or else it wouldnt have been white. haha

then the 8 of us had BAND CAMP discussion
2 words: WOO HOO
haha the games and theme are so retarded. HAHA i hope the others get it though. later only we zi high then everyone else will be diaoing us.
HAHAHAHAHA we will have so much fun.
haha alicia is my godchild. haha SUAY
ohoh, then there was this ant that crawl on my leg
the mrs tan went "eh!! its going into your skirt. haha its going to eat bee hoon" haha
we laughed so much okay. haha our meeting so fun HAHA

ok then thanks to the used pen collection, only me and kathleen had no where to go. haha. so we met some other people, picked some along the way and tada- the "weird combi"
i quote that from sunmeng.
thanks ah.
eh there was kathleen, sarahs teh and j, sylviane, narmadha, priya, cheryl, zaferin and me. haha
then we saw alot of biantai and girly and useless things. HAHA
esp the plastic thing at the 2 dollar shop. HAHA
i know SOME people will go back and get it. haha not me hor.
and we ate sweet secret. i will never buy the meatballs again.
haha the stupid balls were not nice at all and the waiter was laughing at us. darn
anyway, good day.

goodnight

2006-10-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

welcome back everybody!

haha yes! its finally OVER. ya, im abit slow but WOOHOO!!
but first, mourn
"-like angels trumpet tongued in deep damnation of his taking off"
my hamster died! poor thing okay.
he/it/she crawled into the food container and sucked in his/its/her last breathe.
my mother thinks his cause of death is starvation.
after a series of multiple tests, i conclude that the cause of death is too much food in fact and the lack of love. aww. HAHA

and smart me got grounded so i ended up teaching my sister for her exams and staying at home rotting. then i went to the movies with weiting and yanying. woohoo. we went to some jap eating place where there were more staff than customers. haha. so they can all serve us with their full attention mah. HAHA we ate ramen, bento and aliens. and JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE because so many people want to watch him that we didnt get tickets- the first 2 shows were sold out. ARGH KILL HIM
so we watched rob b hood instead. super funny but i cant rmb any lines. dont be tricked by those adverts- the little baby doesnt have chest hair la! i thought have okay. now weiting has a crush on that brown man, the other lead besides jackie chan. the massage chair advert with him playing scissors paper stone. haha

oh then one morning my dad proudly said "eh, i know how to spell 'duh' already!" cos he thought it was spelled 'the'. OKAY... amateur. haha

woohoo discuss discuss plan plan plan baby.

eh, i want to ask ah, what happened to all the after exam plans we made BEFORE the exams? handed up to the teacher isit? aiyer

okay, so good luck you all. for monday and collecting papers. ya hor, lucky jessica isnt no. 1. later she faint on stage man. haha. sec 4s last day today- SAD SAD i dont want to be sec four!! i refuse to age gracefully!
i know someone will miss someone~
haha okay goodnight-

2006-09-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

argh i just couldnt stay away.
okay, so now its increased to 2 subjects a day just to finish.
congratulations gillian.

and HAHA ong and leong is super funny.
what PARBRIC speaking and flag raising.
haha i cant believe kathleen counldnt read between the lines.
yay, sitting in front is fun HAHA wah seh, we were laughing the whole time during lit and amaths okay.
ohoh!!
mr sng asked our class if we had a belt cos he BURSTED his!! haha
wah, cannot take it okay.
then he went on about his "slender" waist.
i think guys shouldnt be having slender waists- seems as though they can break in half. ouch haha

weird thought: yuting! i finally linked you HAHA after dont know how long. okay, i hope you feel honoured and good now.

humans are like fruit
we bruise easily
some are sweet, some taste bland
sometimes you wanna chop them up,
other times you just dump them into the juicer and blend them into tiny pieces (NIAHAHAHA)
some are soft (bananas)
others so hard you'll break your teeth
then there are those who hide beneath their shell of thorns
so-
are you a bad apple
or a sour grape?

damn, i AM bored.
i made a cheesecake on monday
its called MY EDIBLE CHEESECAKE
tested on animals only
HAHA MY GUINEA PIGS!!

eye

2006-09-22T18:42:00.000-07:00

this one's for all those who

a) are so busy mugging they'll never read this till 6 oct or later if youre unlucky
b) so bored with studying u cant bear to look at another quadratic equation you have to solve
i mean there are already so many problems in life why go formulate a whole set just to make youngsters miserable?
c) havent started. its not too late yet i guess. we'll start together HAHA
d) are smart so they can just eat icecream and cheesecake and blog. HAHAHA

okay, i just want to tell everyone (before i disappear off the net) that results arent everything
so dont get too stress and pull yr hair out.
even if ure smart, no one will hire u IF U HAVE NO HAIR OKAY
so yes, so smth good and keep those hands off yr hair.
HAHA SHIFTING CULTIVATION

and for those who havent begun
exams are still something!
HAHA for the sake of having no/ less tuition during e dec hols, just endure for now la
how many weeks left only.
ok i dont practice what i preach
DAMN

im blogging in the dark. acting cool and mysterious. haha
muttons are funny. theres not many good songs on the radio.
argh. the internet is in DIRE need of censorship and things.
GO AHEAD CENSOR ME YOU *&^^%%&&$#%^&***
you see people's true colours during this end year period. mines blue, whats yours?
haha ok. so be nice to your friends cos when u try to suck up after the exams, its too late
HAHA my sister currently hates some show off girl in her class
nobody needs to know how many times youve revised all chapters of all topics. HAHA

hmm akon and eminem is a weird collaboration
must have been forced to do it.

amaths was fun and haha poor kelly. okay, no more laughing bout that anymore.
haha. GO MUGGERS
surprisingly, i feel much happier during this period although i should probably feel stressed.
smile a little, laugh a little.
cos you dont have to be smart to get a job, just talk and talk and talk.
i propose we should all visit Lincoln high school as it is in the heart of the city with more shops and places to throw our money away. afterall, you just buy beer in germany.
HAHA no offence sweej.

and for all sick ppl
sweej, shanmei, elyssa and 3c (sick in the head-amaths graphs)
work hard but not too hard HAHA
the too hard part is subjective. you decide.

(: sayonara. till we meet again -wont be too long though.

but i wont let you see me fall apart-

i'll laugh at your jokes though they're not funny. (see? hur hur hur. laugh)
i'll pick you up when you're down (so lose some weight first okay)

2006-09-07T21:35:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA i am such a lazy person
i havent done any work ANY woohoo.
i am so pai man, so cool, so IN, so HAPPENING MAN
haha. last time when we were young little boys thought not doing work made them all that. haha if only man
oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!! hope my wish for you worked HAHA
this, bored people, is my week. HAHA

monday: i watched AKEELAH AND THE BEE!!
haha its some spelling movie. about this girl facing all odds just to join and win some spelling bee.
favourite scene:
this 11 yr old boy kisses the 11 yr old girl on the cheek.
girl: whatcha do that for?
boy: i had an impulse.
are you going to sue me for sexual harrassment?
HAHAHAAH so funny okay. my popcorn almost burst out laughing.
shut up gillian
then there was this cute boy. dylan. in the show la. WA SO COOL MAN.
how could i? lust after someone younger. haha sunmeng also what
spelling never looked so cool

tues. band. argh got suan-ded
disco lives was super funny. ms sia's face was contorted. i laugh until my mouth cannot close. HAHAHA
then went to lunch with pat.
okay man. i spent a bomb on nuts HAHA
ice cream
we will grow fat together
GOODBYE CELLULITE~

wed i went to the wave pool!! HAHA
thank god no one i knew was there. embarrassing man.
my dad tried sliding down those baby slides. and in the end the lifeguard peee him off. HAHA good thing too, or else he'd have been stuck till now.
then i went to IMM and went crazy in some $2 shop. HAHA

thurs
geog remedial. no, SUPPLEMENTARY
haha. so lame
our whole class got locked out. HAHA
we were damn funny. haha nice bag kelly!
okay, geog was funny and retarded. playing games and choosing names
MY BOOK!!! NOOOOOO
amaths!! woohoo.
mr tan gave us lollipops to shut us up. it works!
haha. all sucking away~
yay! i like to sit behind. can get away with almost anything.
ohoh!!!
mr tan: theother teachers said i look like *flexes muscles*
VINCENT NG!!
hahaha we all laughed okay. hahaha
kelly: wah, then i look like fann wong la! HAHAHAA
haha kathleen, germaine got traumatised by us. HAHA
then me, sunmeng, sylvianne went for lunch.
yay!! fun fun
good day. i wish holidays are forever forever~~ woohoo

TMD HAHAHAHAHA jessica siao ah
bad words also want to have short form

sane girl: you think u very smart ah!!
insane woman: OF COURSE!!

HAHAHAH WTH TMR WILL ROCK
i think

2006-09-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

AIR-BAND: A form of enforced hyper-ventilation (a violation of the 8th Amendments. cruel & unusual punishment law). See also cheap high.

ATTENTION: Standing still while sticking out your bum. Can only talk in whispers so that no leaders hear you.

BAND GEEK: Someone who is very enthusiastic and involved in band. Willing to give up all free time.

BARI-SAXOPHONE: An instrument for woodwind players who want to play like a tuba.

COMPETITION: 1. A general gathering of bands so everyone can prove that they?re better than each other.

DRUM MAJOR: A person placed at the front of the band to fight off old ladies and small dogs by waving a heavy stick. so now i know...

DYNAMICS: Either loud or louder (volume).

FLUTE: An un-tuned device for people who want to be in the band who have weak arms and don?t wish to be heard.

INSTRUCTOR: Person who tells you when you?re screwing up.

MACE: A heavy stick with a shiny end designed to be dropped.

MARCHING FRENCH HORN: An instrument designed to be unable to
tune.

MOUTHPIECE: A critical piece to a brass instrument which is meant to be dropped or thrown onto grass, loud stages, and/or sometimes mud.

REED: A piece of wood that makes a great excuse for not playing well (particularly for brass instrument(s) if broken or brand new. Usage, "Sorry, new reed," or "I broke my reed."

TRUMPET: An instrument that is designed to make a band sound better. The idea is that if the trumpets play loud enough, you can't hear the rest of the band, so only the trumpets' mistakes are heard, not everyone else?s.

HAHAHA some of it is quite true. haha esp the reed one.
anyway, today's open house was okay la. where are the people. all the parents so not friendly one. somebody came to band booth and ask for choir booth okay. haiya, so in the end i just had fun playing with kelly and the mace cum microphone. HAHA so act emo. woohoo! kelly, i want your autograph!i'd rather have a close house. then all the cedarians can play with each others thingys. like i want to sleep on the stretcher and paste plasters all over me. haha. then kelly and yuting can carry me, make their hands break. then i can play the netball shooting game and embarrass myself by trying on an el costume. haha then i want to wear guzheng's fingernails!!

i have no hand eye leg coordination. cihui!! dont laugh at me!
oh, i think we've got the cutest souvenirs. more than enough(:
can kope.

2006-08-31T23:32:00.000-07:00

life's good
when you forget the exams, mistakes, stress and shitty stuff.
its all good. haha

haiya, i shall practice more and do better next time.
sorry for almost scraping off the hair of your head charmaine. haha

teachers' day!! this year was kinda fun. a little spoilt by the rain though. i think rain makes happy people happier and sad people even more so. maybe im not really thinking. good job to all those involved in the celebrations. esp vicky, haha changing and re doing stuff. the teachers were super funny. i would have raised my eyebrows if i could when i heard three screams for mr khoo. i liked that song! very funny
"to be a better teacher"
"its always you forgot, or thumbdrive spoilt"
HAHAHHAHA
and for a moment, i liked him HAHA super funny la you.
a refreshing change from the thoughtful but cheem lit-ish performance by mr sng and gang. its been a year already? aw, everything passes so quickly.
the quotes part were super funny. "you ought to be shot" piang

i feel guilty. i should have gone back to my pri school and see how everyone's doing. sometimes i miss my pri sch days. no pressure, just laugh, play and barbeque in the sun. HAHA the end product was an atrocious ez link card photo. haha
those were the days where bringing a book or file was a matter of life and death. forget to bring book. wah, disaster ah. call mummy to bring for me. haha my parents would never.

oh, then something stupid happened today.
my mum accidentally brushed her teeth with shaving cream!! haha
she screamed and we thought what happen. i couldnt stop laughing.
HAHAHAHAHA that was the lamest thing.

open house shall be a success. it better be. haha.
boards, souvenirs, this and that ah.
go go go. we will be super focused tmr. work hard then we can play hard.
haha.

thats all i guess. my supper's calling.
at this rate, i wont be able to fit into my skirt in a week.

gillian whatwhat choo? quick, suggestions

im watching a show with horses and zebras talking to each other. my sis says its the best show ever. right.

2006-08-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

haha
my dad was jogging and he stepped on some rat.
poor guy
the rat. i mean
he acted out the whole scene. the rat was twitching. what a way to die.
its not everyday you step on a rat. HAHA

okay anyway, my braces are off. haha. thanks for coming with me (:
it looks artificial and weird. i shall cover my mouth forever and ever.
haha and kathleen took this porno picture. and its now sunm's display pic HAHA. haiyo, i always knew they had it in them.

i think we should all cheong for the end years. after that we can go havoc. haha i'll start a to-do list. for all the things i'll do after EYE. i can prioritise huh. haha

why do things have to be this way
if only we could pause at the good old times
and fast forward all the bad times.
but then
without hardships there is no compassion

2006-08-12T20:21:00.000-07:00

i hold back my words
force them down with food
too much
i sleep them off
too long
sometimes i release them
as coughs or frustration or silence
too often
its just the calm before the storm
nobody really knows that
im stifling back a scream

mtp

2006-08-04T21:05:00.000-07:00

im suffering from a super big and oily macs upsized meal with curly fries, alot of green tea and fillet o fish without mayo and too much laughing overdose symptom illness. argh. couldnt eat dinner and i feel like puking.
HAHA MTP
eh, mr goh, mr sng and mr eric tan say im attentive, dilligent and consistent leh. and my smart mother went to ask mdm noorhani "excuse me, did u check the correct name?" fine man
then the chinese teacher wrote "very late in handing in work"
i like mdm noorhani. she phrased that in such a mild, nice way. leaving out the 'very' part of course.
and the worse part was my mum started talking about health and what not. haha i like that word. what not.
then she said "now is the time for them to develop.later some parts don't grow". you should have seen the look on mdm n's face. HAHA
and i think tha skit was super funny. house tee!!
CHECK! eh? shit.
HAHA ok it was part of the script.
vicky is a good actress. haha

and weiting said that priya's forks were stuck together when they were doing the 3H- like campfire item.

"we did it! without our parents"
cue the loud thunderous laughs

and my mum kept looking at mrs lim kim choo's ahem when she was talking to her. the name tag la. think straight. i know its hard but haha

thank god mtp is once a year.
i want to see kathleen's mummy. HAHA

2006-07-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

Saving Jane - Come Down To Me Lyrics

Words fall out of my mouth
And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying
Everybody wants your time
I’m just dreaming out loud,
I can’t have you for mine and I know it
I just wanna watch you shine.

Tripping up on my tongue,
It’s all over my face and I’m racing
Gotta get away from you
Burning all the way home,
Try to put it to bed but it chases
Every little thing I do
When the light falls on your face,
Don’t let it change you
When the stars get in your eyes,
Don’t let them blind you.

You’re beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.

Spell it out in a song,
Bet you never catch on to my weakness
I’m singing every word for you.
Here I’m thinking I’m sly
Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe
You’re thinking what I’m thinking too

When you see it on my face,
Don’t let it shake you
I know better than to try and
Take you with me.

2006-07-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

look like the innocent flower but be the serpent under't
we do not, and will not live by that statement.
what you can say to our backs, our faces can take it too
the thin thread we hang by will snap someday
no more hiding behind thoses masks
let's leave the past behind
damn it, we've got to fix this and move on

everyone is hurt. everyone is pressured. why make it harder for ourselves?

GOLD!!

2006-07-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

GOLD!!!
yes gold dammit. HAHAHA.
before the competion we were all stressed man. me and wanning were high school musicalling in the bus. haha. destress methods okay.
everyone there looked so pro.
we were introduced somewhat like this: next up is the cedar symphonic band. starting off as a military band, they clinched the best sec school display band award. and became a symphonic band the following year. they have since been awarded the silver award in the syfs. ....... living up to their motto, ordinary people, extrodinary music.

the last part is cool right. HAHA
the march was great. madeline said we should all set it as our ringtone. HAHA. yiddish- the solos were ahhahaha superduperstylomilosteadypompipi. ok wth.
tenor no. 7!! and 13. no mouse squeaks. i think the first movement was damn good. haha. fifth movement and all the nice sexy parts. haha. yaju and ruixians melody. and the tubas and their bom boms. haha amira. that bom bom action. and yilans solo. come the last part, it was kinda messy. and after the thing miss sia's face was black as hell. she complained to the tchers and i think we all played our best. but it wasnt the best place to play in wasnt it? i know a silver doesnt matter if we did our best. but wth man, our best isnt good enough for a gold?
after clearing out, me and wanning went to vch again. drumroll...
the results... firstly i'd like to thank... crap, they make up clap at a time like this? haha.
cedar symphonic band with a percentage of eighty.....
ok, we screamed and cried. for so damn long. haha. some poor people got 79.46 or something. silver okay. we broke some 9 year silver record. haha.

thanks to all the people who helped us. everyone contributed. support is damn important. we've ALL done good. and the sec4s!! our last performance. bittersweet. well, at least it wasnt all bitter. just as we were all bonded and happy, they have to leave already. ive never seen ya ju, carmen and pamira that siao before. carmen kept wanting to tuo yi fu. HAHA. pizza hut!! table for 23? haha. saw vicky and mai!! haha
we were going crazy. gold here gold there. haha.then we sat in a circle listening to our recording. people were staring. but WHO CARES?
the golden girls of csb!! hoho.
its now up to us for the syf. concert!! i want a concert!!
the bar is set for greater things to come.

a wise woman once told me, with confidence, half the battle is won.
HAHA. yes thanks everyone.

csb fall in!! (into the fountain) haha

first national band comp 2006

2006-07-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

haha today's pe was funny. we played floorball. we learnt it for so many lessons but today we finally played a match. we looked like crazy cleaners trying to sweep up a holey ball. tiring but damn fun. 3- 1 okay. dont play play ah. shan is good at hooting the balls in.
yanying said something wise and strategic about their team and the secret weapon. "aiyah, vicky so small she can go under the people and grab their balls" HAHA smart
and assembly was so klong ding dong.
they kock their pots and pans. HAHA one woman looked like she was hammering nails. sorry man, i know i should appreciate the fine arts more. but ya, at least the emcee was quite funny.
"girls, its okay to doze off while we're playing. thats what the music's supposed to do to you"
"what if they suddenly scoop rice out of the pots?" HAHA
kathleen ah. maybe after the performance they'll go free rice for everyone!! it'll taste delicious after we knock it for about a million times.
evie!! HAHA omg
oh, nice playing maisarah. HAHA i bet lyana sabo you one.

band.
i think it was kind of screwed today compared to yesterday.
ms sia was pissed. haiya. everyone is stressing.
i think i wont be able to sleep tonight. and tomorrow night too.
we have to wait 4 hrs for the results and we wont even be there!! so stress then also. oh man, we'll all have white hair after that. let's focus, play well. look up, appear confident (haha siying. appear only ah) and DANCE people dammit. haha lets be enthu and enjoy it. haha
my brother was playing blackjack with my sis. they play with money somemore. he wins, she cries. game over. he has to return all the money. HAHA

tomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrowtomorrow
TOMORROW'S THE DAY. THE AFTERNOON! THE 2 O CLOCK PERIOD!
expectations expectations. meet them or face the music.
pun is so not intended

days of hard work and practice
it all comes down to this
one time, one chance
jubilation or disappointment
what's it gonna be?

understand or not?!

tioman band con camps

2006-06-14T19:17:00.000-07:00

yoohoo!! i sound damn gay now cos of my sore throat. i shall go man myself up. haha. sunm called me and when i answered she was " err, can i speak to gillian?" ya la, its still me. the gay me. then HUANGBAOHUI said i sounded auntie. uncle more like. haha
okay and i dunno where is everybody now i just want to go out without any school obligations to attend. ahh. I DONT LIKE JUNE HOLIDAYS!! or maybe i like cos can slack. but then i dont cos got alot of homewk and got school so in the end still must wake up early. or maybe i like cos got lots of camps and fun things. but also not that fun cos theyre over anyway. or maybe im just going siao and keep contradicting myself. SIAO

yay lets write about tioman!! (3 - 6 june)
first day. go to some mersing place to take speedboat to tioman itself. hoho. SO WINDY. like im talking to a fan. then like those kind of big opera singers with the vibrating voices. ya, like that. okay then the funny thing is after we took the boat, we couldnt stop smiling cos the wind la, blow blow blow. then stuck. if people ask " you chee ko pek ah? smile here smile there" then bo bian must say " aiya, sit speedboat mah, face so tight. like go botox like that"
then we walked up to some BIGGEST WATERFALL IN TIOMAN. woah. damn impresssive right? we thought so also. then the guide made us walk 1 hour man. he kept saying five mins more, very fast reaching. WHAT FIVE MINS LA? EVERYTIME ALSO LIKE THAT ONE LOR. haha then FINALLY we reached. got quite alot of people. we were like so fun!! im going to jump in man. LIKE REAL. the water was freezing. haha. took so long to go in. "ah, see la, who say want to jump in one ah?"
we stayed at some kampung place. not bad, still got aircon. but no tv. sad
then i took very long to get into the toilet to bathe. PEOPLE SCARED GHOST CANNOT ISIT? when i went to shower, the smart electricity went to turn itself off. PRO. i stood in the dark. wet and blur. huh? time to sleep alr meh?
then i scared myself, by looking in the mirror. SMART PIG. so that day i bathed halfway only. but thanks to wonderful sakura wet wipes, i was clean. and jessica yeo!! the flies didnt bite me cos i bathe halfway okay. its cos i smell too good. JEALOUS I KNOW. HAHA
then we went snorkling!! ahh at first i was "come here fishie, good fishie" then my sister went to throw alot of bread near me then ALOT of fishes came around me. "WTH, GO AWAY YOU FISHES. I EAT YOU THEN YOU KNOW AH" im scared of fishes. when they come too close.
and we went jetty jumping. so deep!! and i was the only one who screamed. not fun one you all.
next day we went to the beach. so clear and salty. and we ate icecream. so fang bian. dirty your hands just dip into the water. its icecream eating people like us that make singapore's water look like milo. orh hor.
so i was wonderfully tanned and sunburnt until NOW. im peeling like dunno what sai and i dont know what to do. i look diseased. eee, i was better off before. now i have to wear big sleeved shirts to cover my arms. no shopping la. haha.

when i came back, I WENT FOR THE FIRST EVER BAND CHALET!!
hoho so fun. brought rice.haha funny. then we played multilevel captains ball!! with water balloons and fake water balloons and of course, my good friend, the WHOLE CHICKEN!!
the sec ones were grossed out. then we said "if you pluck out the wing or drumstick got more points" wah, chiong man. they were fearless. haha. twisting the poor chicken. ke lian- marinated in sand- missing limbs- touched by many- chicken. i will remember you forever.
then we filmed lost seson 3, 4 and 5. HAHA. cihui was all wet and all brown. she shouted "I LOOK LIKE SHIT"haha. then we were like "wah, really hor." then ALICIA TAY went to follow me and try to inflate her boobs and ended up tearing her shirt! HOHO trombone ah. tsk tsk. then we made up story and said that alicia went to rescue a drowning boy and ended up looking like that. people believed leh. HAHA. stupid.
BARBEQUE!! super fun. and horny la. who ask ruixian go bring AP. then they all went siao. jessica and her sausages. oozing somemore. eeyer. HAHA and her tee shirt. zhi yin aka SANDRA BROWN. haha. and amira and the boys next door. go take a cold shower to cool those pervertic minds. haha. ms sia and mr ong came at 12am!! after some big buffet. so obvious la. mr ong cannot tuck in his shirt. HAHA. took lame photos. haha. me and wanning made some potato and ham thing. thanks to MASTER CHEF ruixian. haha. ate icecream by the pool and watched a walk to remember and hide and seek. we were more scared of the lizards than the show la. haha. come out come out, wherever you are~
so in short, BAND CHALET ROCKED!! woohoo. didnt sleep the whole night. and siying and ruixian went swimming at 7 am!! haha. with normal clothes and goggles. lucky never wear the swimming cap.

next day, CON CAMP!! actually i was dreading it la.
and smart me was late for mass. why? cos i couldnt find a notebook. so i ended up bring a popular square exercise book. HAHA. joke. gc and me were dotting it. haha. NO HANDPHONES, TV, AND CLOCKS for the next few days. they stopped all the clocks there. smart. the ride there was fun man. laugh like siao. damn high also. i like praise and worship!! hoho. and the drummer girl was so cool man. agatha. she write me letter leh. gc, you jealous i know. haha.
then we did many fun, relaxing and enlightening things there. i like the blindfold one best. somebody felt so LOVED. haha. did some serious soul seaching. ya, serious. shocking, i know. then somebodys GODMA visited us with potato chips. haha. i think everybody is so nice in the camp. esp the YACs. hug here hug there. SPREAD THE LOVE MAN.
the "x- men" and WAIKIKIKI gang were damn lame. making that toot "W" sign. haha. nick and jo were super funny. STORM. with a gender crisis. haha.
someone was like " we learn values like love, forgiveness and chastity."
nick : "nooo... chastity not good" HAHA SIAO
i think being a YAC is super fun. lets all go be. yesyes. thou shalt not worship coke bottles just cos they fell from the sky.

and after that i now have to oversee 3 days of cip!! SIAN and we dont even get the hours. i think wanning and me are so nice to buy them drinks can. APPRECIATE us while we arent broke. we have one more day to go. jia you everybody!! YOU CAN DO IT. think of all those cancer kids we're helping. haha

zou ba, shang ba, lai ba.
koowanning our crazy food days are here to stay

2006-06-01T19:22:00.000-07:00

this week is so bandy or banderful. haha
ms sia is PRO. but she should come more man. conductors earn big money. 3hrs a month for $1800? woow
and THANKS ARNANTA!!! i love dunkin donuts!!
got the chocolate, nuts, jam, sugar, sprinkles. the kind the fat fat policemen in the movies eat. HAHA no wonder they so fat. i shall work in a donut shop when i grow up. like real. i'll cop so many heavenly circular thingys of dough sprinkled with sugary goodness that i cannot fit into the door.

i dont like holidays!! sian. except for band, BUT STILL
i miss running around the level with people. or going to the toilet without actually GOING into it. (who ah?) but everyone is busy with stuff and CANNOT GO SHOPPING AND GOT NO MONEY. eeyer. what is the great singapore sale for you tell me?

thats where self entertainment comes in. drum roll please.
SPEAKERS!! PORTABLE BATTERY OPERATED ONES WITH ADAPTER!!
haha thats what me and my sis asked the owners at every geek technology-ish shop at sim lim square. and finally we saw one that was okay la. anyhow choose. 50 plus. supposed to pay it ourselves but HOPEFULLY my dad forgets. anyway, what is 50 bucks to a working man right? and its for a good cause too. haha. his daughters? dont think thats good enough.
there are a million shops that look the same and sell the same stuff. but at different prices. ahh, must be smart. so when we wanted to go back to buy the speakers, we took so long cos i thought it was on the 2nd floor. but its the 5th.cos i saw the lift numberings instead. got lifts 1, 2 and 3. so i saw the big big 2 there. dumb
ahh are black or white speakers better? i got the black ones cos almost everything i own is white. specs, bag, player, teeth..

oh, i cut my hair again, cos mrs tan said it was messy. ha, now its even worse.
instead of a broom, its now a stump.

ah man, this week is going to be havoc. going tioman, dunno go there do what also. NOT ROW BOAT OKAY. im not going there to train to be a fisherman. snorkling? definately no shopping duh. ee, my dad choose holiday very funny one leh. last year we went to climb mt kinabalu and water rafting. super fun la, but, so "campy and conquer fear" that kind of trips. and no shopping. and plus, i have too many fears, cant conquer them all. haha. plus, i dont really like little fishes swimming around me. and im most probably gonna have my thing then. super
later become red sea then they know. dont feel like going. i want to go food shopping with understudies!! i want to go for the 3 pracs im gonna miss.

so i'll be there from 3-6, band chalet!!! 7-8, and con camp 9-11.
i dont think i'll have enough clothes!! how how? i will not get to sleep in my wonderful bed for 8 nights!! damn. ee, i'll be so lonely. i want school. i think everybody also will have a tight schedule for june (not counted holiday already)
so, i dont think completing our homework is possible. haha

for now, i'll just treasure my bed, and all the homely things like the tv and com. but band chalet will rock!! i'll bring the music on the 2nd day and we can PARTY all night. maybe we'll still be asleep when we have to check out. haha. highly possible. aiyer, too bad shaza cannot go. start studying now for end of year so can go band camp! haha.

oh, and there's this show on national geo called IO WAYS TO GET ABDUCTED BY ALIENS. -_-
right. im not going to watch it okay.

goodbye cruel world. see you on the 11th
so drama.

2006-05-29T20:25:00.000-07:00

i guess its back to a once a month post basis
oh, and on cross country, me, pat and kathleen went to sakae!! FINALLY
us three looney hungry people went to the shop asking for the buffet, endure about 3hrs of starvation and watching other people eat, only to return later for the tea buffet.
DESPERATE is the right word.
or determined i dont know cos pat and me were craving for it for really long.
so while waiting for 3pm and walking around, we looked like we were gonna die.
4 and a half hours and 48 PLATES OF SUSHI later, we still looked like we were gonna die.
haha we ate until we had to unbuckle our skirts halfway through.
that was the first time i said " if i ever see another salmon sushi, i'll puke"
i think we ate 10 plates of it
dont judge me, we were hungry

its almost always about food huh
chou dou fu next!! haha.

this week was fine.
monday- best practice day
screwed up the middle part. damnit
had this american professor come to teach and show of his super skills or SCALES rather. koo wanning will understand.
we were in the com lab shivering like crazy.
after teaching us and telling us we should have 3 reeds (haha) and making lame jokes we didnt understand, (he kept saying "err, that was a joke")
shaza was laughing so "politely" at his jokes. i tried too. gave up after a while
there were too many
for the next hour plus plus, we watched him practice by choice (at first)
but cannot leave halfway right? later we bruise his ego how?
and he kept playing scales. scalesscales.
and my pee was freezing
its the truth, im sorry you had to know

tuesday- the funny workshop thing.
i think jeralyn was right, we went there cos we had the most englishy names.
great way to pick people really.
we all had to choose a story to tell, from this booklet of stories. (if i had to make one up, it would have gotten horribly wrong or dirty)
then in groups everyone had to tell it -change something here and there- the usual thing
then in our group left me and sarah so i asked her to go first (cos im nice. yala, i forgot my story cos i didnt bring the paper)
then after she told it, the facilitator said "times up!!" haha lucky man
LIKE REAL, at the last part, one person from each group had to go out to present.
so of cause they sabo me la, sarah so happy some more. haiyo. even better, the first 2 people before me told the same story. heheh me and my smart brain.
of cos everyone will choose the shortest one right? bodo
then went for band, panicked about buzz, slept on the sofa without bathing, got scolding, continued sleeping, got scolding, the end

wed - buzz!!! haha
funny man. before the thing, we still hadnt got the whole thing right
everyone was "aiya, anything la, just do it"
then during the dance, priya stumbled a little and we laughed at her. how can right?
but lyana turned around and laughed so loud man. its just to have fun anyway.
then after it finished, we ran out like last time.
went back to bow and "thank you!!" and ran out again. to scream
i bet the people went " eh?? siao ah they all?"
then there was band, haha. we were looking at the mirror.
cos the shirt sleeves were so big (like the cheena olden can keep books inside kind)
checking to see if can see armpit hair!! haha.
rapunzel, rapunzel, let down your hair!!!
which one? haha imagine. we are a spastic bunch of bananas

thurs - in the morning, we had to meet ms wan. interview,(i thought they were gonna tell us WHEN is the interview) i wasnt fully awake yet, and i had to go toilet, clear something.
INDEX NO. ONE!! 3C SOMEMORE
im the luckiest person man. ya, full of bad luck. but its still luck right
and i choked. during one of the qns. and the interview is really important rgt?
words speak louder than actions now? forget it.
vulnerable. never really felt it before. it'll hit you hard
and it sucks. its better when you dont know too much. ignorance is bliss. not alwaysah blahblahenough

i carried a box full of colourful, never use before files and never read before magazines. looked like i was fired from school.
went to eat with koo and yusoff. haha. pizza hut.
actually we wanted sakae sushi, but she said cannot eat sakae cos its alcohol.
smart me said " we not eating the sakae part, only the sushi what"
hunger makes people go crazy.
LINGUINE is better than spagetti okay. not the same. the texture, the cut.
aiya, just shut up and eat la.
and we made this "special creation" haha. wanning said it looked pro man.
eat alr sure got constipation. the waitress cleared it when i was decorating it halfway.
and that day was fun and funny.

fri- last day of school. I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!! ITS HALF A YEAR ALREADY then later half a year, then one year then leave cedar then so sad eeyer i dont like this!
okay 2nd interview. mrs tan went " girl ah, (forgot what she called me) your hair is very messy, and your spectacles and so OUTSTANDING like star like that."
at that point i almost died. if it wasnt an interview, i would have dropped off my chair.
thinking back, my answers and reactions were ridiculous. oh man. so toot

report book!! haha socialises well with her peers = talk alot
i know already la. i had one such comment every year man.

then we watched OVER THE HEDGE
haha. a movie that cant make you cry, or you dont even know its begun (haha. kathleen was like "start already ah?"), or when you just keep looking out for which character is avril lavigne's voice. haha its heather btw, the girl possum. ya, she had about THREE LINES. pro
haha but the nachos, popcorn and co. made up for it.
it was nice, wont watch it again though.
XMEN THREE!! IM GOING TO WATCH IT. originally or piratedly i dont care
my cousin said one loser XMAN died five mins into the movie.
now THAT is pro. haha. wonder how much he was paid for that five mins. haha

sat- spent the whole day rotting in front of the tv. and eating fried chicken wings.
thanks to the world cup. cos my dad is sure chop stamp delivered going to watch it right, so he needs food with his beer right, so my mum got a deep fryer!!! just coat the chicken wings with egg white and the floury stuff, drop it into the fryer, and three mins later...
wonderful yummy chicken wings!!!
my mum claims its less oily. yaya, excuses.
im going to fail if i ever plan to be a vegetarian. IF
haha oh!! lyana made this wonderful realisation about this.
the chicken eats veggies = vegetarian chicken. (made of vegetables)
lyana eats chicken = vegetarian lyana (a girl made of chicken thats made of vegetables!!)
SMART!! why didnt i think of it before..

sun- had a party!! haha so funny man.
my aunty is funny. they keep saying " no more wine for her, shes crazy enough"
then later my mum did this facial thing with them. then they used this sponge to clean their face. my uncle went "aiyo!! turn black already you see!!"
then the water became dirty, so we had to change the water. change here change there.
none of them ended up with their same sponge. haha!!
"family what, we can share anything!! even oil and pimples" right. haha
haha then my cousin almost put hair gel on his face. later his facial hair become slick, smooth and silky then he know.
here's a fact, laughing when putting on a clay mask will cause it to crack.
HEELARIOUS

and today (mon again)
my sisters had a birthday party. ahh!!! little girls are horrible!!!
but my youngest sister's friends were so cute!!!! got alot of pictures. haha
theres this girl hermione. then she took a liking to my brother. kept following him around.
my dad went " look, hermione found her harry" haha
my brother, being his usual disinterested self, just grunted and continued playing his com.
went for dental. my sis is gonna have braces too. heh heh.
who was the one who laughed at me when i couldnt stop drooling after i plucked out my teeth? hmm? haha.

okay, i tried squeezing out the happy bits of the week.
how to practice safe fax. (98.7FM IS SO CRAPPY. HAHA)

whats done cannot be undone
to bed, to bed, to bed
to beat yourself up and wish you were dead

damn i hate zuo wen!!!! ahh!!! i could have avoided my chinese teacher on friday but NO my stupid body wasnt invisible. so i have to hand up tomorrow!!!! damnit. can i just get a zero?
and the topic is why teens nowadays dont cherish (?) their mother tongue.
how apt. i should write it in english.

2006-04-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

its been two hectic weeks
and i made it thru without breaking down. or at least dying i guess.
sports day!!! yay!! so fun. i came to a conclusion
ahem, BUCKET SEATS MAKE PEOPLE LAZY!!!
thats why i wasnt really cheering like siao during sports day. so got alot of energy for the "after party" part. haha
yes. i like going out with happy and high people. then sunm told us that the fast food restaurants ice has more bacteria than the toilet bowl. after i finished ALL my ice somemore. thanks man. so helpful. haha. and free things are better than one dollar offs. only "lucky" people get one dollar offs. haha.
then we saw $50 cube watermelons and $12 as-big-as-yr-face apples. wooo. the tree must have been super dua rgt? everyone was so amused. take photo somemore. the prime minister would have gotten less attention if he were there. i dont think theres a difference in taste because of the shape. so why are the crazy scientists inventing crazy things at such crazy prices?! cos i really wanna eat it. haha. that was a good day. every friday should be sports day.

or maybe not la. today is super fun too. haha.
we went crazy over the f&n ppl's food. someone wrote "inedible" nxt to their muffins. so considerate. haha. but we were still quiet okay. must respect the food rgt? shh.. dont wake the food. siao la lyana. or did i say that?

then narmadha and friends had a meeting!!! haha
one n a half hours discussing abt 24 secs of the intro. the rest was pure ridiculous what if's. like what if we malu ourselves badly, or what if priya wore a spagetti strap. haha. hmm...
the crowd will go crazy huh? or at least some of it. haha
oh ya, pat said that its been so long since we 2nners stepped out of the classroom together. so true man. i still miss 2n 05. the 05 part is super important. haha

ms mel tan and her weird pet rock bob.
she tapped it on charis's shoulder and said "oh bob is hitting on charis" sheesh
and she put it on the visualiser. it looked like a cookie
i swear the thing was looking at me during the whole test.

i have a question, is sec 3 life very stressful? why is everyone so mood swingy? myself included.
somehow its like we're all drained. we are. but still?
its like, where is the energy? the life? ahuhuh. sec 2 life seems so happy.
maybe its cos i slept alot earlier then. haha.

when i go to bed, im on top of the world
when i wake up, the whole world's on top of me
but we'll keep trying, forget all past pains
chin up, eyes front.
cos thats where we're heading anyway
thats whats important
no point looking back thinking,
but keep on reminiscing
all that what ifs and should haves
in the end, saying is easy
the doing is hard

why so melancholy? haha.

2006-04-17T18:43:00.000-07:00

mondays are crazy food days!!
its the day when wanning n me will go blow half our allowance on yummy food and try to eat slower than each other. haha. first it was mos, then pizza hut!!
actually we wanted to go delifrance, but it we decided we deserved better and went pizza hut instead.
ya right, it cost more money than our little wallets could carry.
later we must wash plates than how? i have retarded fingers than cannot bend properly.
oh yes then later we found the perfect toy!! a talking book!
haha. its the same one as that time pat.
but i think we missed a page. retarded fingers see?
then there was this song, ahem

JELLYFISH, JELLYFISH!!

with no heart, bones and brain

its almost completely made up of water

to give you alot of pain!!

oh yes, isnt that the coolest song you've ever heard? haha

i thought it was no nose, heart and brain.

would having no nose matter if you have no brain anyway? guess not.

then we saw this gun with a basketball on top and when u press the trigger,

TAH DAH!! the bball bursts open to reveal a spastic man inside. i think i almost broke one

then we went around looking at baby clothes for our instrus!! haha wth.

then the sop sax has only one leg. mine has none. haha. cos its too lame

we will start a trend with heart shaped sunglasses and those press-a-button-to-pop-open kind of water bottles. haha yes, we will.

then we shall have some section book then everyone can write in it. then when we're old and crinkley 10 years later, we'll come back and demand for the book back.

write all those scandals, all the secrets and hopefully SOMEDAY we might get a cute tutor.

those shuai cute kind. not the rolly polly cannot climb stairs la bi xiao xing kind.

but then again, theres nvr been a cute tutor. only gay ones.

the musically unstraight. sad sad.

maybe to be a great musician you got to disfigure youself first.

maybe to let ppl listen to the music and not look at your face?

woohoo!! im on the right track people!! and without any effort too. haha

and yay!! i cant wait for comp, and the malaysia thingo.

so, its only malaysia. but it takes very little to make this person happy.

woohoo. then we can throw face in another country when we act spas. dont really have to act but anything la. then later we will go back to singapore!! so no one can point and say "hey! aren't those looneys from that day?"

cos we'll be safe. in another country.

i think we can throw face anytimes except during our playing. must make it the best ever.

haha yay jiayou everybody!!

my hair stinks. not cos i havent bathe yet.

then somemore the cl teacher was like doing the bi yu thing

then she say "ta de tou fa luan de xiang niao wo yi yang"

what? my hair like bird's nest ah? if yes, it better be the valuable bird's saliva that one hor.

i think it looks like a chicken backside.

/ JESSICA! ; you can never lose what you never had. says:
ISNT HIS OBVIOUS ENOUGH (thk's nostrils)
HAHAHAHAHA
NOT BIG ENUFF AH
ahahha
-»ß+ß=ü§{6}«- gillian i like brown and red m&m's best. says:
haha
he smell too many chemicals, acids, bases and salts alr la
must understand
then it heats up rises and EXPANDS

woohoo. i have such wonderful logic sometimes.

jessica you siao ah, you want big. nah, flares. :8)

woohoo. beat that. haha.

i win. game over

2006-04-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep
im sorry but its not that its good friday and im filled with pain, sadness anguish or something
argh. i slept at 1 plus and woke up at 8 today
its a miracle
i wish we had school today
staying home makes me want to puke
woohoo. my greatest achievement!! yesterday at least.
i prac my instru for 2 hours!! 8 to 10pm
usually i bring it home, play for 15 min and decide its too loud and noisy
more like my family decides when they ask me to shut it
but yesterday, it was just me and my dad
he was in a stinky mood so he wont talk to me. even better.
so i played for two hours. let him get irritated. practising's not a crime

and we watched swing girls!! ahaha. tenor sax so super pro
but the shows quite unbelievable
how can she even play a tune when she broke a key out of the instru?
then there were abt 5 ppl. they were very lousy. then they prac then in the end very good.
typical. BUT THEN, a group of their initally skeptical friends got inspired, ran to the yamaha shop, got instrus and starting joining them.
wooow. how did they know how to play anyway
made those 5 who prac hard look like losers
thats reel life i guess

my mum says i cant prac now.
i mean who isnt up by 9.30am?!
okay, alot. judging by how many people are online

valerie! i cant believe you still remember that nickname.
oh man. come back to see us leh. tues, wed or thurs

i think the person who invented the phrase "call me when you need me"
didnt mean it as "call me only when you need me"
maybe i just dont understand.

whoever said nothing is impossible has never tried slamming a revolving door.
cos some things really are. i think everyone should just loosen up and have fun. including myself. and my parents

band!!!

2006-04-08T00:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO!! im trying to scream on the computer cos i cant do it in real life now.
CAMPFIRE!!
yay. the cca grp part on the first level were a little dead. okay very
quite disappointing. but well, those on the second level were going crazy.
high like anything. not on drugs. i think the heat got to our brains and burnt the cells away. everyone was dancing like nobody's business.
okay, we were so called crashers so it really wasn't anybody's business right?
i love tau huey!! its good for your health and wealth
im so full of it. rubbish that is
filzah scares me. with that freaky look.

oh yes!! band. woohoo
yiddish is coming out nicely. yay. and we're really improving
ms sia was super funny that day. i think she accidentally took too much medicine
haha. wenyu wanted to go SAJC concert then ms sia went
" you go there to see concert or see long pants? aiiya, make your skirt shorter. can fold what. you want perfume i give you some?"
haha. so malu man. but i think ms sia is a really good conductor.
she can be serious and all of a sudden pop out with a lame joke.
if we play wrongly must throw face and step on it. or keep in our pockets
haha. no face, no mouth how to play?
okay wth.
then wed need command. haha
i hope i wont screw it up. now got no voice . what if i go off key?
too high? then everyone starts laughing? oh man.
then understudys should have outing!! woohoo
yay. now my mondays are for studying,
tues, wed and thurs are for band and fridays are for slacking!!
this is so fun.

i know pat and natalie will be buying biscuits everyday. different kind for diff day of the week
like the way some ppl have diff underwear for diff days

haha. and the reason is you!!!
haha. kathleen ah, you siao pok. he came out a little too late. when the song was almost over.
and i have such good taste. muhahaha

wherever you go i will be waiting
whenever you call i will be there
whatever it takes i'll make yr darkest days alright

april fools

2006-04-01T22:38:00.000-08:00

HELLO!! did anyone notice its april fools day?
doesnt have much effect when its on a weekend huh? haha my sis and her friend planned to ask the rest of her class to string 10 toilet rolls to form a necklace. amd if they dont comply, the tcher is going to BOOK THEM. haha.
toilet roll necklace?? then two them arent going to bring them
theyre gonna cry. we'll see how they pull THAT off.
part of it was my plan. the necklace part. haha
38 gullible fools wearing 38 toilet roll neclaces.
if i were the teacher i'll say "whoa you girls got big backsides huh? use so many toilet rolls! still hang them round yr neck to show off. not smelly ah?"

okay last night i watched a programme on ARTIFICIAL beauty
in china they have contests and pageants like "ms artificial beauty"
sheesh. what a GREAT title to have. then usually at the REAL beauty pageants,
the girls will go "i can play the violin and i help the poor"
these girls go "i had 13 surgeries. on my breasts, nose, lips, thighs, tummy"
ooh. im practically made of plastic and i cant go near fires cos i'll melt under the heat.
and if i would have gotten brain surgery. but the doctor said he couldnt find mine.

pity.
then one of the contestants shocked everyone and revealed she was actually a man.
my dad went "oh yes!!! there is hope for me!!" omg.
and there is this contest for "mr ugly". what an open declaration of your horrifying looks.
these people go through so much pain just to look beautifuland stand out.
but now, people in china wanna look eurasian. more and more people look plastic-y
in the near future, unplasticicy people will be the minority.
"ooh gillian, your nose is real!! can i touch?? ooh. you are really one in a million"

then there was this poor lady. she wanted to be taller
so she let doctors saw through her legs and put metal stuff in it to stretch them
but it failed and her nerves got problem and the skin was rotting
all for a few inches more in vertical length
omg. peirong! you better not try it. haha.
its april fools. i have one day to be mean

are we that pathetic we have to inject and put ourselves through so much pain to change our bodies?
are we "ugly beyond redemption??!!"
haha. thats shanmei's phrase. the one she was laughing at the whole off reading period.
then after an hour of disguisting people with bouncy cellulite butts, lots of blood and sawing and cutting and liposuctioning,
national geographic decides to show this message

this programme contains graphic images

viewers may feel uncomfortable with certain scenes

great now they tell me. after i almost puked out my maggi mee

ZI ZHAO, ZHI ZAO. its the same kathleen.

bukit timah sexy ahma. haha. i like that phrase.

2n!!!

2006-03-25T18:45:00.000-08:00

yay!! this is the sms pat sent to us:
"hello. me, gillian, lyana, mai, priya and narmadha are going ps to eat tomorrow.
how racial harmonious. haha"

omg. how lame can she get.
i should get her a wheelchair soon. and one for me too i guess

but in the end guess what?? mai decided her darling is more impt than us
((: haha. and then there were five. then we ate ice kachang. i cant decide if i like the ice or the kachang better.
okay then we went SWENSONS!!! yeah man.
super fun man. the fries rock. we all really miss 2n man
then we were saying, what will happen like ten years from now.
i asked priya to invite me to her wedding. haha!!! they say that she will wear a tux.
omg. apparantly mai is the one who will get married first. haha. we'll see if we are right.
then pat is siao. she say that in 10 yrs, narmadha will be married and have 3 kids!!
at 25!! that is SO possible.

then we ate some TOPLESS FIVE icecream
then we laugh like super loud okay. then when we looked around. everyone had gone home. haha. then nar say "eh, we got five ppl rgt?"
then we were like haha what? five topless ppl eating topless five icecream!!
haha. then we almost forgot to pay when we go out. haha. ALMOST only.

i think we should make saturday lunches a tradition
since like last week we went to eat too.
like anyone can come and embarrass yourself in pizza hut or swensons. ((:
cant wait for buzz at canteen. 2n will rock the stage. haha
if there is a stage.
yay. i hope 3c will enter too.

im watching two ladies wrestle. they look ridiculous.
what a waste of their botox-ed and surgically enhanced face.
they are NOT gentlewomen. haha (right kathleen?? (((:)

2006-03-20T22:19:00.000-08:00

okay
today was pretty much forgettable i guess
nothing significant
i dont know what im writing about so i dont expect you to

see that lady standing there
dressed in elegance
elaborately coiffed hair
flawless porcelain skin
a beautiful dress- the colour of the sky
flowing gracefully
with every strut she takes
poised with a cigarette in her perfect hands
held up to her scarlett lips
ever immaculate
ever beautiful
you call out to her even if you do not know her name
she turns, relaxed and practiced
and rewards you with a mona lisa smile

no matter how perfect she seems
her eyes are full of sadness and hurt
the eyes never lie

the tears that matter are those pouring out from your heart
not flowing down your face
the smiles that matter are those shining through your eyes
not plastered on your lips
the words that matter are often those left unsaid
not penned down for all to see

i think i have too much time and im not using it THAT well. i think only. haha

drunkards

2006-03-19T16:19:00.000-08:00

hellohellohello!!
i am currently watching a show about a man whose thinks he has a clone but actually he is a clone too. so he's fighting and stuff to be uncloned. or something like that

went to sunm's house on friday
i thought alot of people were going but i t ended up with us three
lets see, what did i do there...
1. listen to my nice ipod until it died and we had to burry it (iknow SOMEBODY likes my ipod more than i do)
2. watched some chinese wrestling show. then me and sunm were like ouching away. but im sorry to say that kathleen has no expression. (probably thinking of sunm's cute neighbour rgt kath? haha. dont deny miss)
3. i think i destroyed sunm's bed by jumping on it. oops. and after eating pasta, potato chips, salad-with-too-much-coleslaw and some other miscellaneous items i picked up around the house)
4. oh yes, looking at yearbooks. haha. i was fighting with kath. haha. sorry kath, i almost killed you. haha. hey!! it was an accident. then there were a few weird observations. sunm is so ashamed that juli doesnt look THAT nice in the yearbook.
sunm: points to a face in the yearbook. "ahh!! juli looks so ugly!!"
me: looks at the weird picture and i agree with sunm. "haha. she looks like a man!!"
cant really rmb if i used the word she or HE. hmm.
5. yes, kathleen got drunk and needed to pee but she dont dare to go to the toilet by herself. someone thinks that me and sunm are very interested in looking at her do her business.

okay, i think i have to wear an armour when i go to school.
my homework is not even touched. i bet there's mould on it.
kill me now. before the teachers do.

i sit and think of where i'll be
a year or two from now
i sit and think of where you'll be then
by my side or far away
then i decide
tomorrow couldn't come much sooner
i want to stay this way forever

flashers

2006-03-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO!!!
i went home with yanying and jessie from city hall mrt there
then in the mrt correct, we saw this man correct, with his laptop correct
then he was watching a movie. you know? moving pictures and sound?
then there were this three little boys correct, then they go and ka chiao the man
puny kiddy 1: "eh, uncle what you watching?"
man: silence. with a weird face. abit surprised too i guess
puny kiddy 2: "eh uncle, u got play pokemon not? can on internet? you play game ah?"
man: shocked face. still silence
puny kiddy 1 and 2 : ehuncle!!!!whatyoudoing?showmeeemeeeemeeewhatudoing??letmeseee!hhjjjijrrgkdkjifgiusjiurfkrmlgkmrmelmkgtlklmlkwirjgijwmrgwkmrlgmlwkmlmlgmlfmllosqkpwokdpwkd!!! "
man : disgusted face. more silence.

after like what seems a really long and quiet time

man decides he's had enough and closes his poor laptop

puny kids: "uncle, why you close??? why??"

puny kid's sister (i think): "omg, i want to tiao lou le." (i want to commit suicide)

(btw, the first part was how i talked to weiting cos she was acting retarded)

and that concludes my mrt ride

the bus ride with jessie

WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU SEE A FLASHER FLASHING

haha. really, i mean it

1. laugh at him. embarrassment is always a weapon of choice for jessie. haha

2. scream!!! ahh!! but then jessie say he might get more high. haha

3. flash him back. haha. no harm trying

why is there no such thing as a female flasher. or is there. hmm...

think of the possibilities..

then my mum said there is this flasher outside her sch last time

he hides behind the banana tree

and pounces on little girls and wags HIS banana at them

haha.

i love public transport

doggies

2006-03-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey!!
okay, on sunday i went to east coast park
then there was this dog thingy going on
wth man. there were SO many dogs. running around with their skinny little legs
not a pretty sight. really.
then there was this huge dog, i repeat HUGE dog
its tongue is as long as my palm
then my mum went up to the owner and told her the dog looked like a sheep
my mum is the most kindest person right

okay
today!!
ta dah
the beach thing failed
so saddening man
so me, pat, lyana and mai went ps
they stand outside the secret recipe that place then ran away
deciding that in the end, pizza hut was better
haha. the waiter looked so blur man
CHEESE!! haha.
so today was full of funny smelling things (haha. aloe vera pat)
very very bored people (kathleen duh)
and lamos trying to act bimbo (mai and lyana - EARGH!! HAHA)
lets see what tomorrow will bring
argh, thats so cheesy. (I LOVE CHEESE)

oac

2006-03-09T15:27:00.000-08:00

okay
oac time.
day 1
still rmb day 1 was stressful. hugged our class instructors for the last time in like 6 days
everyone was hurrying around
doing their own stuff
labrador campsite
eeyer. it made me miss my primary school days
had camp there too.
it was not that strict. but just as tough
i liked it when we were all "against" the outside instructors and teachers
than now, when there is a segregation between us
gets me confused cos i dont know where that invisible line between us
since you know, like a day ago we were acting spas together
but dont worry, i still really respect them and everything
we had low elements. nothing much to say i guess
sorry sharron. haha. doesnt mean it was bad though
oh!! good thing margaret was with us. missed her.

day 2!!
omgomg. high elements and tower
i suck at heights okay. i cant even take those super high escalators
dont know what overcame me but i volunteered to be one of the first for abseiling
haha.i was okay when i walked up the stairs
then i saw this funny thing peeping out of the window
priya!!! (or suria) haha.
i kept saying "instructor suria, i scared" haha
then i kept covering my face with the gloves. which werent washed before.
the guy there (ivan) asked my what floor i lived on
"ten" i said. then he kong my helmet. and said i was scared for nothing
it was okay once yr feet touched the wall. i wanted to look down.
so i did. and i heard weiting screaming "gillian!! dont look down!!"
then the guy asked me to put my hand on the helmet. he said it would make me slide down faster
again, i heard weiting screaming "gillian!! dont take yr hand off the rope!!"
haha. confuse me. i think priya is always there when im weakest.
before abseiling and campfire. thanks priya. you rock my forks
next was rock climbing. all the way to the top.
haha. now i can admit that in sch i cant even climb to 3m!!
thanks to leader sining. i kept looking down to see how high i am
all the time i was climbing i was thinking "must thank spotters and belayers"
haha. then i did high elements!! yayness
did the crossed wire and a bridge too far
i was sooo in awe when pat did the 3 logs thingy.
she was the first and it was one of the highest. and i heard you screaming pat
DONT DENY IT!
i think belaying is so cool. never heard so many encouragements in one day
reflections next. arica and nishanthi was funny
esp nish's huge eyes. nishanthi, thats the reason me and weiting were laughing at you
haha

day3
pet rocket. haha
those facilitators were laughing at our grp cos we were so blur
haha. esp me. i cldnt draw a proper graph and the laptop hated me.
very much.
cruise!!! leader siying and dolly scared me and weiting. haha
tell you ah, weiting squeezed my hand everytime she felt a big wave.
then she still act strong and ask xin ying if she wanted to hold her hand
but actually weiting wanted to grab onto as many ppl as possible
haha. some teacher asked who chief was.
night hike was next. the guide was telling lame jokes.
i laughed out of politeness. im nice.
some ppl needed wheelchairs
fatmah just needed coke

day 4
labrador challenge. okay la.
thats all i can say
campfire prep.
the skit felt weird without our class instructors
cos vicky would always cue us to dance, cry or scream or wake up
kathleen will just say her leg pain and ask everyone to make ape-ish noises
then we played polar bear games with some leaders
leader dhilshad had holy socks (cos they prayed alot)
leader sumitra had socks that looked like a pillow
its true okay
but it feels weird seeing them in school now.
astronomy.
i loved the auditorium. air con and all.
and the saturn sticker
i closed BOTH my eyes when i looked into the telescope
blur already

day 5
expressions!!
haha. it was okay.
i slept on the floor till my hand was numb when i woke up
campfire!!!
yayness. i loved campfires since my brownie days
before campfire was err.. teary?
weiting was a stressed king ape
ahh. everyone was so nice
then stupid priya and arica keep telling us not to forget her
so gan dong can. yes la, i cried
mostly cos i was thinking bout my old class
2nners rock man. but things will never be the same i guess
i feel abit pissed when people move on so quickly
anyway, our item was a success!! yay!
so much better than when we practiced it
shaza!! nice hair. haha. i better wear an armour when i go to band next time.

day 6
fire drill. haha. i was expecting pt later on
but dont have la.
break camp. i'll miss it
then we saw all the nc ppl.
sunm gave us choolate. basically cos i was acting like a baby
i missed her during camp man
and kath wanning kelly vicky priya lyana (nc16!! haha)
and my instrument ):

thats all. i say the wrong things at the wrong times
the end. an impatient kathleen is waiting to read this
oooh, how exciting. right. haha
cant rush people with tiny red brains and retarded fingers kathleen

my love is such a sad song.
for a more interesting and better "report" of oac please refer to other people's blogs
thank you for your cooperation
bah. this is too lame

2006-03-01T20:46:00.000-08:00

haha!! today band was super relax.
celebrated all the feb babies birthday. i think this is a super tradition man
and ahem, because its my birthday also la.
those who havent wish me can do so like... NOW?!
its 5th feb btw. (nicole!!! my own senior. how could you? sad man)
and we took our section photos today.
last year with the sec 4s... no more shaza to help me with my playing and talk crap
no more siying to command us till her voice breaks and throw away alot of cake (on her face)!!
no more yeongeun to laugh with and flip coins to determine our future. :)
no more nicole and her bimbo ways and her lame-shitting at my (so-not-lame) jokes
no more super kind suhana to make cheesecake for us. hey man, she's the only one who won't bully us juniors okay. it's true
I WILL MISS THEM LIKE SIAO
our saxy section is the best. haha
i wish we were all back to last year again. that was the best year man.

eeyer. i shall not think abt this anymore
anyway, me and wanning made a lame song abt Minute Maid
come find us with a dollar in your hand
then we'll sing for you!! haha. the money is to pay us to stop
omgomgomg!! i love the soprano sax!!! so nice and saxy
but i will never pao qi my tenor sax. ever. haha.
wanning's sax is her lao gong
mine is my ah gong. haha. i'm dying from an overdose of rubbish
siying... let me bring home to prac please.......
let's all do well for the july competition. yes, i know...
pass the auditions first then say.

we all lean and depend on each other
when one of us stumbles, we all fall

isadora's birthday

2006-02-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

happy birthday isadora!!!
haha. she called me in the morning when i was still sleeping can
poor shanmei lost her handphone
but she's okay now. i hope
then we ate cake. but mine drop on the floor!
then i cant catch any kind of ball! eh, think straight please. volleyball, basketball la
and i didnt win bridge
haha, we'll beat sunmeng they all next time, rachel. ahahhaha.
those sausages were yummy. with mustard that looked like err.. lao sai. haha
shanmei thought so too okay. not just me.
its been like dunno how long since i went to isa's house
reminds me of pri 6 days.
joan poh is skinny!! it's marvelous what military band can do for you! haha
i think military band is super nice la.
even my saxophone tutor says cedar m. band very cool.
sometimes change isn't always good.
go watch drumline. it's a super nice show.

you've been far away for far too long

life

2006-02-24T21:31:00.000-08:00

hello. while my dad is busy in e toilet reading about the meaning of life,
here i am talking to myself. even though a conversation is meant for two.
whatever
i like the toilet bowl. i write all the lame (rhyming - or not) crap when i do my business
haha. thats why it stinks. oooh real bad
haha
so, here i am
after a day of school, then buying stuffs with pat, eating dried up baked rice, reading talking books at kiddy palace, and seeing pat's most ridiculous hairdo.
haha. the lady clipped the two sides up. oh sooo cute
i'm sure.
haha. i can feel a kick coming
and i chose her bag for her okay. im good. i know. haha
bhb
she can really dao those orchard road people that ask you for "a minute of your time"
its usually ten
wish i can do that too
but i guess thay would just think i'm deaf
teach me please

"the easiest way to kill a man is to leave him there"
from some poem we read today in lit class

we can die from loneliness in this harsh sad world
hurr. (thats what cheryl writes)
hur. (thats what kathleen writes)
bah. what useful information
girls, i'll quiz you on this extremely impt fact another day
shoot me
piang!

life is a two way street
time and people drift past
they look but never see
they hear but never listen
they nod but thay never understand
each going along
doing things that are important
but not so
what do you do when the lights never turn green for you?
always for someone else
never yourself
which route do you take
which ways do you pass

life is a two way street
what if we never meet?

bahahaha. i am stupid
omg, what is that i see? potato chips!!

dreamsssssssssss

2006-02-22T21:34:00.000-08:00

hello. i think i'm not gonna do very well in my sch work
i'd rather watch some tamil show i dont understand than do my maths or smth
anywayway, i had lunch-dinner with wanning!!
or boo ban bing? haha
then we were so spas and lame can
what cca do i look like i am in?
nicole looks tennis-sy
wanning claims she's band-y
eeeeeeee. niclolo say i look like a slacker handbell person
wth. i prac v hard de okay
i think i look like a cca-less person. boohoo
okay this will be my last post before i perish into chinese oral hell tomorrow
and no one can save me
bah. chao ji ben dan
super stupid. haha. you can see why
okay. i wrote this on my chinese newspaper on the bus on the way home from cp

i want my dreams to be refreshing
like the soft pattering rain on dusty ground
i want my dreams to be simple
like an imagination that knows no bounds
i want my dreams to be pure
like the laugh of an innocent child
i want my dreams to be lovely
like the flittering of a butterfly's wings
i want my dreams to be warm
like the gentle touch of a hand
i want my dreams to be calm
like waves crashing upon soft sand
i want my dreams to be hopeful
like a single flower growing in barren land
i want my dreams to be peaceful
like doves nesting. untroubled and free
i want my dreams to be everlasting
like a dried rose from a lover
i want my dreams to be treasured
like a newborn cradled in her mother's arms
i want my dreams to be welcoming
like a soft bed for your tired feet
i want my dreams to be bittersweet
like the sad song playing the last time we meet

and lastly, i want my dreams to be forever
of great friends like these

help. i am a super lame person

will you be there when no one else is?

2006-02-21T22:34:00.001-08:00

hello. i've made a resolution
i'm determined to work much much harder in band.
not that i dont already do. heh
i'll practice really hard till i have no more air in my lungs
then i'll be the best airless saxophonist ever
bah. silent sound. how ironic

i'm scared of chinese oral.
it will be super if i can speak at least 10 sentences without dying
those who've heard my chinese know this is quite impossible
quite only la.

i'm sleepy
okay im done vomitting out my written crap onto you
please clear it up
oooh. its raining

i love the rain cos no one will know i'm crying

okay, this is not true. i like it cos i can sleep

the problem is not because we both broke it
but because we didn't pick up the pieces

im not talking about myself okay

2006-02-20T19:46:00.000-08:00

the best thing about childhood-
is that it ends

i thee quote from the great malcolm
(as in malcolm in the middle-that frankie muniz guy?)
of course i dont think that way
im still watching peter pan
haha

hey listen to this, sing it to the tune of "i am cow" haha

i am lion hear me roar
i weigh 10 pounds more than you
and i know i'll break your barbeque
you cant eat me but i'll eat you
so u better go and hide
i am lion
i am lion hear me moo

oops, roar.

2006-02-20T16:02:00.000-08:00

wave your hands up in the air
flood my tagboard like you just don't care

haha
esp kathleen. walao
or should i say kathleen-who-loves-the-physics-teacher-that-didnt-come-today-and-cannot-eat-the-buffet?
okay now that was really redundant
would anyone spare a thought for my drowning tagboard?
haha. now some people might be saying,
"aiyoyo, she siao one ah. dont tag also cannot, tag also cannot."

yaya. tag until your hand not itchy anymore. any nonsense or real sense is welcome

okay. i just randomly thought of a random thought that is randomly random
why is it jimmy neutron
not proton or electron
bah. why am i thinking about this when i can think of smarter things like...
my wasted ice cream that i threw away today. you might ask why
okay, it was cos it was too cold.
but i did a good deed by feeding about 20 000 other ants in the rubbish bin
which can be eaten by grasshoppers(??)
which can be eaten by grasshopper eaters
and some where along the way, it will be of benefit to us humans
-whether you consider yourself one or not
yay. im of use and help to the whole of mankind

help me. im being influenced by pat's randomness
and my hand cram that day was not random
i planned it a second before it happened

notice the time. i'm so early. no one is online cept for tanya
what, you fly home ah?
hey!! me too!
sheesh
anyway, its cos i have dental today.
am i crazy or what but im abit sad my braces are coming off soon
i somehow like the feeling of going to the dentist really scared and after the whole thing its like chey, nothing one.
plus, its an easy way for people to find me.
oh you looking for gillian ah? she's the one with braces that cant close her mouth properly and her teeth freeze really easily too. cos of the metal see?

something like that.
am i weird or what

im watching the peter pan show
the one with jeremy something in it who is wanping's fav boy-that-can-never-ever-grow-up-and-have-wet-dreams
eeeeeeeeeeeee. i'm so sick. okay, i've been worse.
and now tinkerbell is dying!!!

come on eveybody, all together now,
i do believe in fairies, i do. i do

2006-02-18T19:56:00.000-08:00

i think im stupid stupid stupid
one minute i'm happy and rubbish
the next i'm gone. sad.
i'm not a solo kind of person
think too much when i'm alone
or when i'm bored

i used to be normal. right?

look at me once i've dried my eyes
but please, just plaese don't see me cry
time heals all wounds
no, they only burry them deeper
when thetime comes
layers unravel
exposing deep slashes
the deepest left by
the dearest
to forget is not to forgive

2006-02-17T22:23:00.000-08:00

we watched macbeth today!! so weird.
instead of daggers, there are machine guns
instead of horses, there are motorcycles
instead of cloaks and crowns and stuff, there are suits
and women (lady macbeth) had huge eyebags. pat noticed them first
haha

anyway, me, pat, kathleen and sunmeng went to pastamania!
haha. yummy. den we walked around and looked at funny stuff
pat thinks she is smart cos she knows what a piniata is.
haha.
then kathleen kept laughing at the sqeeze check thing
just cos sunm said "squeeze mine" in that serious voice during belay sch to me.
okay, it was e carebiner la. i was stoning during pe
next time i want kelly to be my belayer. haha

and kathleen loves that accidentally in love song.
haha. who doesn't know?
and go smell pat and kath next time.
they bought cute cute raspberry cologne
haha. addicted to the smell
haha.

cheer up kathleen! go tomorrow okay?
i won't talk chinese anymore. haha

we all need each other to lean on.
im watching white chicks now!! bitch fit! haha
TTTKA (triple T K A) time to totally kick ass. say it in that bichy voice and you nail it.
haha

happy v day!!

2006-02-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

yay!
i love valentines day! so xing fen!
tell you ah, my dad got a liverpool jersey from london from his collegues. haha.
cant really believe it
today was so fun. and funny!!
so many roses, chogluds, sweets and toys. like open flower shop like that
thanks everyone for the gifts today!
yay. so many things to eat, smell (hoho) and touch.
touch soft toys la. bian tai
haha lyana!!!! a 300 piece puzzle?! my god!
you were supposed to fix it for me. haha. if you can. if i can
thank you anyway!
i love love love love v day.
oh, im in oleander. same as shaza, yeongeun and nicole. haha
oh, and the rest of my class.
fei hua.
thank u kathleen!! ("smelly" present), peirong, huihong(ma tong), krystal(chicky), soph, steph,
yinxue, pat (i thought u said u not giving? ahaha) wanning (saxy!!), madeyy (mad xiao jie), nicole (brownies are yummy!!), weiting and all others who i cant type anymore cos my fingers are cramping.

i love you like a dog loves a bone
like a crazy person loves a stone. (to bang their head on)

help me. im made of rubbish

thats what they said

2006-02-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

no fears
no tears
you'll be fine
that's what they said
that's when they lied

listen to your heart
follow your dreams
you'll be alright
that's what they said
that's when they lied

you'll never walk alone
we'll be by your side
you'll be okay
that's what they said
that's when they lied

life is unfair
you grow old
you die
you get left behind
that's what they said
that's when they were right

there are days...

2006-02-12T17:40:00.000-08:00

there are days i want to cry but i have to smile for you
there are days i need a hug but all i get is a frown
there are days that start right but end up upside down
there are days i see you but i can't feel you here
there are days i need you but you're not there
there are days you hear me, but don't listen
there are days i need to hear your voice, but you don't say a word
there are days i want to speak but my voice is'nt heard
there are days i want to scream but i'm forced to keep them in
there are days i need help but all i get is nothing
there are days i seem fine, but really, i'm not
there are days i want you but you're never mine
there are days i want to sit beside you and wish it lasts forever. it never does.
there are days i need you here but i only see you in my dreams
there are days i think tomorrow will be better. it never is. never will be.
there are days i need you to save me but you leave me drowning in my tears
there are days i feel down and you bring me even lower
there are days i need a friend but i make an enemy instead
there are days i want to remember your face, but your back is the only image i have
there are days my mind is full of thoughts . my mouth says nothing
there are days i want you to know what i can do, not what i can't
there are days i feel that what they want is more important than what i need

there was a day, i looked at you and realised i didnt know you anymore

2006-02-11T20:36:00.000-08:00

ohnoohnoohno

go read the valentines day board.
there is a heart that says:
gillian, lyana and pat rocks!
love, mai

mai was all "love what love? who says i love you all?"
we all know u were lying
there was another one that said
maisarah rocks!

that was obviously written by her

we were all crazy 2nners raiding the v day table
haha
miss those times

then, me, pat and pei went to watch i not stupid too.
i think i scared pat
i told her i would bring many many tissues
it was supposed to be a sad movie what
okay u were rgt pat, they were useless

but at e saddest part
i was slumped on the chair see, and my tears accidentally fell on her hand
she was all "oie, u ok not? its just a movie"
haha. then she fly to another chair
maybe she thought it rained in the cinema
i am so full of crap

then peirong kept crying and crying
uncontrollaby
but she kept laughing when the man died
okay, i did too.

yay!! im gonna have a present from kathleen le!!
i bought alot of present too lor.
but my wallet is heavier
from notes change to coins

let it be national day forever

2006-02-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

okay, here's what i've been doing since national day- dont blame me.
it wasnt my fault i forgot my password to my blog or if i was too lazy to even get up from my bed till 2pm almost everyday or that my fingers cramped up from doing practically nothing. hence, the lack of posts.
or anything else on my useless "online recollection of my precious thoughts"- also affectionately known as a frickin blog. pooh. (that was e sound of my "sigh" and not the name of a cute but half dressed bear or the sound of an abnormal fart.)
for the whole of november, i was suffering from post holiday blues. did u ever feel like you suddenly feel like crap once you stepped out onto e singapore airport after a great vacation? i almost always do. how would i really know rgt?
since i have only sat on a plane like- hold on, let my count-
ONCE in my whole entire life since i was born?!
yes, i am pathetic so you can keep you evil laughter to yrselves.
its like once you touch down reality kinda bangs you hard on the head- or ass, in my case- i hurt it during landing. dont ask how.
some things are better left unsaid if i ever want to go out in public without a plastic bag over my head. so i spent the next few days thinking about the holiday i had that slipped away before i had the time to look out of the stupid coach that stank. stinked? was stinking?! urgh.

malacca trip, yeah.
11 -12 nov
its been more than a month but do you think i would forget how "someone" plonked her panty into the toilet bowl?
or how "someone" (another one) wore a "sexy" top and the sick wrestling thing with priya and narmadha. naughty naughty.
loads of crapping in our hotel room. and lyana, you better stop watching those channel 23 "porn" shows. haha.
she "accidentally" stumbled upon it and "accidentally" kept on watching. hmm. i wonder... and the channel was in Beijing ok- all you sickos can stop searching your tv channels cos theres no way you'd find it anywhere.
singapore is way to "censored" for that. i'll really miss all the 2nners. tag my blog and leave yr class. im in 3c. if you are smart, you'll realize this was written a month ago. i sounded so sad.
i was okay.
still am?

2005-08-09T00:18:00.000-07:00

its national day!!
the last one with my sec 1 n 2 class. aiya. so kns leh. i hate this kind of thing. just when u r in e 2nd yr with yr new class, (before you had to leave yr friends of 6 years) you have to leave again. n cheryl might not even be in the same school. sheesh la. i am not a big fan of change in case you havent notice.
urgh. we should have 4 years in pri school and 6 in sec school instead. someone should really say something?! help. theres still 3 months or 2 but its too fast!! dont u think?
i'll miss the spastic 2nners, talking abt teachers to other tchers behind their backs (or in their face), screaming national day songs even if we dont know the words at all, laughing at lame jokes and going to the movies together. oh god, this sucks.
i need to hear from people other than my conscience or those aliens in my friggin head. please would someone help me fix my tagboard? i wanna hear the people talk. or type. whatever.
im watching this show and a football team captain is apparently gay. and his father is okay with it. then a woman says "good for you for being okay with your gay son"
ha
btw, i think that np commander girl ma'am jie ying (or smth) rocks la.
am i regretting? hmm. its too late anyway.

2005-08-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

national day is coming!! haha
how exciting. ya right. its e same every year la. excepy this yr we get to play n i can see the performance at least.
last year all i saw was this girl's big chunky hunky monkey head.
i cant remember who. if i did, i would have beaten her head into the size of my fingernail.
probably not. national day isnt that worth it.
oooooh im so admiring the ncc and npcc people's drills. why cant we just be like them la?
priya n pat would be so BIG headed right now. giving themselves pats on their backs. just like ms chia. haha. i think the commander girl is so pro. in front of so many people. and the commands are so long. eg if ours is keblakan puseng (how to spell ah?). theirs is keblakan jfbksj bfksbk fbskdhfbskh bfbhdsb jdfbhsb fjshjfdb fsfbjshdbfjs hbjf bjdhbfs puseng. haha. something like that la.
and their uniform rocks. ya, to all those banders cursing me now, im still totally dedicated to band still. haha. with e new conductors its looking better. its weird. when u get good things or guidance, then u realise how badly we had it before. u know what i mean.
i learnt some things today. like that most malays can really shake n sway their bodies man. (except shaza. she admitted she's stiff like the majority of us)
and that jessica wants to migrate to antartica and marry a polar bear
and that mrs tai is the third party in between mr and mrs lam.
haha. this information is so useful.

world records

2005-07-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

did you know...

that the country with the highest murder rate is india?
apparently, abt 37 170 murder cases were committed frm 1998 to 2000. hmm. the guinness book of records people even gave them an official cert. imagine this, congrats, your country has committed e most nos. of murders. well done. stupid la. then theres even this button 'break this record'. hmm. wonder whos up for the challenge.

The largest box of chocolates ever made is a Frango mint chocolates box weighing 1,463 kg (3,226 lb) created by Marshall Field's, Chicago, Illinois, USA on November 14, 2002.The scaled-up version of the original chocolate box measured 203 cm (80 in) wide, 439 cm (173 in) long, 48 cm (19 in) deep and contained a calorie-induced 90,090 individual chocolates, which alone weighed 1,065 kg (2,347 lb).

what? a 1000 plus kg box of chocolates?
haha. a never ending supply of the yummy things you never get sick of. for me at least.

The largest cookie ever made was a giant chocolate chip snack with a diameter of 24.9 m. (81 ft 8 in), and an area of 487.15 sq m (5,243.6 sq ft), made by Cookie Time, Christchurch, New Zealand, on April 2, 1996.

thats abt as big as our classroom floor. i think. btw, that estimation was very inaccurate.

Largest Jar Of Jellybeans. elitz Confectionery made a jar of jellybeans measuring 1.37 m x 1.37 m x 3m (4 ft 6 in x 4 ft 6 in x 10 ft) high, with 2,160,000 jellybeans weighing 2,744.23 kg (6,050 lb).

the jar was twice the height of the guy standing next to it. really. who would want so many jellybeans? theyre just gross.

there are so many lame but yummy world records set. haha. like the worlds largest choc bar, ice cream sundae (which looks like a big fat pink man), ice cream cake, largest lollipop, largest omelette (made from 160 000 eggs), largest pancake, largest pizza, taco, wedding cake, longest line of sweets, most no. of candles on a cake (12 432 candles btw, whos that old anyway?)most expensive ice cream sundae ($1000). and this girl ate 138 smarties in 3 mins using chopsticks.

so with all this massive amounts of food, all we really need now is someone that can eat it all all up. anyone wants to try to 'break that record'?

WARNING: DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.
or anywhere else for that matter.

2005-06-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

woohoo. its been a long time.
changed my skin but the tagboard is not working. so, if you have any comments or complaints, just keep them to yrself for now. its going to be hard, but whatever.
holidays have been really hectic. homework, band, tv.. haha
anyway, this holiday has given me the chance to "sample" all 56 or something cable channels.
i watched one of those documentary shows where they discuss "subjects concerning the public". hmm. how intellectual. i could only remember 2 topics.
1. how celebrities spend all those money they have in their bank. (which is alot ok.. of money, i mean.)

ok, just so you know.many celebrities have more than a million bucks.
to name a few, young stars like lindsay lohan can spend lotsa money when they first get that whole load of cash when they make their first movie or album or whatever.

heres a list of what you can buy with a million dollars (or close to that)
1. a pair of white shoes that usher bought ($15 000)
2. a HUGE diamond necklace usher bought too ($25 000)
3. 2 million ice creams from macs
4. 2500 pairs of those pants that i want
5. a nights stay at donald trump's hotel
6. a life time supply of cds
7. 10 million balloons (what for? i dont know)
8. 50 computers
9. 333 ipods
10. a statue of yourself cast from solid gold

so, anymore ideas? its not so hard to own a huge mansion or even an island all for yourself. only if you are a movie star or singer. (or follow paris hilton and make a "home video" , plaster it on the internet and be famous overnight)
work for your money and your money will work for you.
haha

2005-06-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

5.15am time i WAS supposed to wake up

5.30am woken up by my maid. barely.

5.37am tried to kick her but ended up kicking my bed instead.

5.45am finally woke up and TRIED to rush around like a mad woman. sad to say, i was too tired to even try. went to sentosa!!!! for band balloon hat rehersal thing. this is e run thru of wad happened:

the sun was really really hot. i would have used that excru- something word if i knew how to spell it. made many many balloon hats. apparently, my head was expanding and heating up too fast that... ya, they sort of popped la. 5 actually, on my head, if u really want to know. (mrs tan's scientific explanation on how the balloons popped so fast)

then there was this guy who went up on to e stage to collect something and he had to tell the rest of us his name. lester. eww. who would name their son LESTER? sounds gayish. no offence to whoever who has that name. i suggest u change asap. gives shallow ppl like me the wrong impression of you. yeong eun was like "is his sirname Mo?" im thinking, who cares? then she said " because MO lester. molester, get it? maybe it was the way she said it, or maybe it was the sun and the heat messing up my head, but it was really funny. at that time.

NAMES THAT I THINK SOUND YUCKY.

no personal association with the dead or living

lester

sophian (seriously, thats a guy's name)

hubert (who would name their son after a brand of dogs? hotdogs i mean.)

im out of ideas and time too. tell me more gross names please. haha

2005-05-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

things in my life that are going right...

my grades? i improved in level position but deproved in class position... this just shows that my class is damn smart... im an exception...

band is definately better now... we r gonna play at sentosa... whee!! no offence to sir or his fans... but with e 2 new conductors, band is not only more fun but haha, i tink e playing is much better... PLUS, mr ong said that we should get more exposure (meaning we get to perform more) and maybe maybe maybe even get 2 go 2 JAPAN!!!! (next year or something) <-- that part is in small print... but better late than never... i guess... hopefully e 2 conductors keep to their word... fingers crossed... legs crossed too.
things going wrong in my life... (there r too many to be typed out...)

homework!!!! bah... there is soooo much work in e hols... and our ipw project work is not moving at all... we r sooo stuck...

i just found out abt that cute guy in coach carter (that show rocks by the way...) im talking abt WORM!!! hahas.... hes fricking cute... errr.. hes THIRTY and probably dirty too... and he has a five year old daughter... that sucks

im feeling like shit again... probably coz its that time of e month... anyway... i have this "habit" of thinking of e end when im only at e beginning... like when i first came to cedar, i thought of leaving at sec 4... now when its mid year, im worrying about when i have to leave 2N... how depressing... i tink our class is damn united and we have achieved lots tis year... e ppl there are so fun and i dun tink i want our class to be seperated and spread all out all over e cohort... hopefully, most of us can be in e same class... coz, if we see each other when we r in diff classes, will we still be like before? dun tink so la... everyone will move on except me... gosh... im so not adaptable la.... hate changes... most probably i will be e only one hanging on to "those days".... im sooo going to miss this class... sheesh... soumds like todays e last day of e year already...

PLUS, i stink bad... i havent bath yet and i want those yummy smelling soaps from e body shop... HINT HINT... sadly... my pocket had a hole in it... all my money "mysteriously" disappeared... haha... yes, blame it all on e broken pocket...

alpha males

2005-05-05T17:29:00.000-07:00

hi... its been a looooong time since i last blooged something... actually, theres a lot of things i want 2 sae... but i cannot rmb my "ideas"
aniway... about e aloha males part... its abt e HOUSE OF WAX... u noe tt movie? ya, e 1 filled with loads of beautiful famous ppl and a lot of WAX... quite obvious rgt? i watched e making of the house of wax movie on mtv... its e 1st episode so they didnt do much acting... just prancing around (in paris hilton's case) in high heels and shopping.
then theres this 13 yr old girl hu had a party n the theme was DRESS UP LIKE PARIS. den paris went 2 her party to suprise her... she even bought her a necklace... tiara shaped. typical.
maybe shes tryin 2 make up fer her past bitchiness...

ok, abt e ALPHA MALE part... chad michael murray has this dog called OZZY.. dunno y but ya... den he was all "my dog is the alpha male doggy!!" or something... den when he went to e vet, the doctor was like ... uh oh... YOUR "ALPHA MALE" DOG HAS ONLY ONE TESTICLE!!!

wth rgt... obviously e actor was pissed. but he comforted himself by saying his dog only needed one and it was "man" enuff...

actresses get jealous too.
"paris gets to wear sexy lingerie and what do i get? track pants and long johns..."
tts wad another female actress said...

one cat fight coming up

2005-03-31T19:19:00.000-08:00

my brain has finally run dry... ive run out of sh!t to fill up my blog with....
when im done wif it, maybe ill just flush it all away. seriously, my last post was so stupid.
MRS LEE IS SO FRICKIN IRRITATING!!! she alwaes comes into e class at e end of school n picks on unsuspecting ppl who av 2 go now coz either their frens or their parents r running late and makes dem sweep e frickin floor, clear e frickin rubbish or make them her frickin slaves!!!!
she always picks on me (or us!!!) even when e npcc ppl r there... she only frickin asks us!!! me, pei n soph n hh were thinking of reasons y.... n soph said: maybe she juz lyks picking on ppl called gillian, peirong, sophia n hui hong... -_-"
if that really was e reason, ill punch her frickin teeth out n display them in a jar in e class... plus make sure she changes her name 2 one of ours so she can frickin pick on herself evryday!!!
im a dreamer

oh, ive finally passed my maths... by 1 mark???
how disappointing...

another thing... pei is so forgetful... so totally 4got her guitar class timing....
she called me TWICE to find out HER class timing...
WOW... how wonderfully smart... i dun tink i can rmb it any longer coz my brain is bursting frm e 2 bks i read juz now... its exhausting... bks take up so much space in yr brain tt e rest of e other stuff juz oozes out... tts y i av so much ear sh!t recently... hahas..

some ppl r born gross
n im not juz talking bout me.

ive got a freakin phone!!

2005-03-21T20:05:00.000-08:00

whee... finally... my 1st phone kana confiscated n now im trying hard not 2 lose tis 1 too...
92387130!!
abit lyk my hse phone no. so next time dun ask me hu i m if i sms u... frustrating 4 sum1 hu has sooo damn little smses 2 spare... bah... my progress report 2dae SUCKED!! pathetic... "Gillian needs to strive harder in her studies."
tell me something i dun already noe... thats too obvious fer some1 hu failed BOTH her maths tests n e common test... so i have 2 keep my grades up if i want 2 keep e phone... why....

aniwaes... HITCH is such a nice mooovie!!! watched it TWICE... hahas... not a waste of $$...
e 2nd time, i watched it wif my sis, rachel n peirong... when we were @ e mrt (sitting one person per chair...)
tis weirdo came up 2 my sis n SMILED a freaky smile... i seriously thougt my sis was "attracting" e wrong kind of ppl....
he said something in cl that NONE of us could understand... my cosin is in st nicks so u can figure how un understandable it was... he asked us 2 move n make space 4 him coz he tot that we were taking up 2 much space....PLEASE LAH.... r we really tt skinny??? until he thinks tt each of us took up 2 seats or smth... he kept looking n smiling during e ride... ewww.... peirong said tt he was crazy coz he looked as if e grasscutter ran over his head n his dentist accidentally conked out his front teeth... how superficial... but e way he was acting ... aiyo...
afetrwards he muttered sorry or a "grunt" as pei said... tt pig...
hopefully it was a "sorry". but one of them (cant rmb hu) said tt he said tt he was our grandfather or smth n asked us 2 watch out... (4 wad.... HIM???) lyk i'd be watching....
TIPS I LEARNT FRM HITCH
1 no woman wakes up in e morning saying "i dun want 2 be blown away" (not just by e wind)
2 when talking 2 a woman, actually LISTEN 2 wad she has 2 say... n nt look @ her lips or how she wld look lyk naked!! so ull av somethin 2 say in return...
3 eight out of 10 woman blive tt e 1st kiss can tell them evrything they want 2 noe abt e relationship... hmmm... based on ONE kiss?? better not av bad breath
4 when a woman fondles (ha) wif her keys, she wants u 2 kiss her.... or else shell juz slam e damn door in yr fat face...
5 4 guys, when kissing, go 90 % of e way n wait till she comes e next 10%...
fer girls... if yr bf does tis, u noe he watched hitch b4... n if i wasent wif u... u better go find out NOW... coz tis is not e kind of show he wld watch wif his guy frens... :))
6 according 2 will smith, if ure crazy, tts good... how? i dunno...
7 three dates is all u need 2 make a girl fall completely in love wif u.... awww.....

no more
.

2005-03-15T22:17:00.000-08:00

i just watched a french show called THE BUTTERFLY...
its about a old man n a young cutie girl going on a trip to catch a butterfly... which is v rare lah...
e girl is so innocent... she asked lots of weird qns...

how did captain hook die??

by scratching his balls... (OUCH!!!!!) hmmm... he paid e price fer being gross...

hahas... tts wad e girl told e old man...

y e guy wants to find that butterfly is bcoz his son (hu died at 28) asked him to get it 4 him...
e old man caught it eventually n let it go to find e person who waited so long 4 it... so sweeeet...
i thought e man was going to die in e end. yes, im that sadistic...

about e syf thing... i read jessicas post... touching... -_-,
BUT dun pressure you guys shldnt pressure yrselves too much or else u get stressed up n yr playing goes farnie... enjoy e moment!! coz not all of us have e chance. syf is not a 1 person success or fault... btw, do u ppl prefer daisies or roses??
hope we can go there 2 see u all play!! jia you!!

an award does not represent how good it is... you dont noe what goes behind e scenes...

y do ppl say u fall in love not rise in love??
do u fall when in love?? hmmmm...

chocolates!!

2005-03-14T17:42:00.000-08:00

today me n cheryl went to peirongs hse to do hwk... hahas... peirong kept laughing at my hair tt i cut again... apparently i didnt learn my lesson from e last time... wasent so "adventurous" or mad this time... just trimmed it a bit...
i bought 5 mars n snickers bars... e best way to eat them is to smother them in those yummy sweet whipped cream kind... not those tasteless cream they put on ice cream sundaes...
then in peanut butter so it will get all gooey... :))
vanilla icecream is good too.... coz if u put choco icecream it will be too chocolatey...
cram e messy blob into your humongous mouth... it will be all icky n chocolatey...
if u were adventurous enough to try n eat this... u would have just gained loads of calories n fat
haha... good fer u...
so start working it all off rgt now unless u wanna look lyk e floorwoman...
but it is scientifically proven that chocolate is good fer u...
:)) excuses excuses...

lalala

2005-03-13T13:47:00.000-08:00

Now hush little baby, don't you cryEverything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright
And if you ask me tooDaddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for youI'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neckI'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

tis is e chorus of mockingbird.. my sis sent tis to mee... tis song makes eminem sound lyk a good dad...

oreos!!

2005-03-07T18:09:00.000-08:00

pat is a disguisting n weird cook!!
eewww... if she opens a restaurant next time, only gross ppl will eat there...

this is one of her "recipies" she made fer us to try today... (some of my frens really ate it... 2 spat it out... one said it was yummy?!
MINI OREOS WUTH TOOTHPASTE

ingredients
10 mini oreos
1 tube of Darlie toothpaste

method
scrape out all e cream (eat it if u wanna grow fat)
slap toothpaste thickly on e oreos...
feed it to all yr frens n watch their expression!!
op. put in green minty toothpaste or pink strawberry flavoured ones fer that EXTRA something...
hahas
this would get a grade A fer home ec.!! more gross sh!t next post...

2005-03-05T18:29:00.000-08:00

slap the monkey...
http://www.robrob8.com/games/slap_the_monkey.htm
go n try that website... only fer super lame n stressed pu ppl lyk me...
i have nothing to post today...
only that i bought many presents fer my friends!!
:)) im seriously bored...

2005-03-04T22:31:00.000-08:00

wahh... i want to complain... my week sucked man... wth...
firstly, i failed my math, science tests... great... i found out tt syf regects cant play fer e speech day coz they think that WE WILL DESTROY THE WHOLE SONG BY BLASTING OUR FRICKING INSTRUMENTS... damn it... basically, they r just saying tt we suck lah... bleah...
i tink that it was e leaders decision... coz sir is lyk somewhere in america... he isnt even involved with school events... they r sooo heartless... not really their fault coz i think that all of them have gone fer 2 syfs... they dun noe how sucky it feels man... n now we cant even play fer a school event?! whoa lao eh... saddening...
those ppl hu get in r lyk comforting us... aiyah nvr mind lah, still got another chance... blah blah blah... ya, watever... these ppl dun noe anything lor... just trying to act caring... some r really caring but inside they're lyk happy lyk sh!t lor... some ppl r sad coz of really minor reasons... n when i sae minor it really is... imagine wad dey wld do if dey didnt get into syf.... kill themselves?!
oh... band isnt just abt syf... well apparently it is... leaders r chosen by whether u go 2 syf or not.... speech day too... what if only syf ppl r considered e real band?! we r just e spare tyres hu didnt make it... wow...
FANTASTIC...
hopefully, we can at least get an audition from the leaders or smth... den dey can tell us if we really suck... den i will accept that i cant play fer peanuts... lame exp.
Audition - the act of putting oneself under extreme duress to satisfy the sadistic intentions of someone who has already made up his mind
meaning, ir e leaders dun want u in, no matter how u play... their mind is already made up... no use basically...
eeyur...

ce period!!

2005-03-02T17:48:00.000-08:00

hahas... today we had ce period with e floorwoman....
hilarious man... she was talking abt temptations... -_-" sheesh...
so ive "compiled" a list of rules made by fer today...

rules of temptation...

1. u got to bo chaste, not corrupted in e head...
2. not touching / let ppl touch any part of u under yr chin... bleah... u can beat yr fren's shoulders...
3. cannot invite anyone to yr bedroom... where do we go to then?? (girls i mean...)
4. no letting yr frens go to yr kitchen... ?! what? she thinks tt private?! as if we keep our panties in e fridge... -_-"
5.if going out with yr bf, dress up to yr neck... prevention
6.if u do all these, u r e perfect floorwoman no. 2...

i pity her daughter... cant even stay over at her fren's (girl!) hse... she jc2 (i tink)!!

i failed my science test today... by half mark... wah... wth...

i dun really lyk band now... coz evryone is busy wif syf n its sooo boring...
i feel so left out... bleah..

im watching cartoons now... must have been deprived during my childhood... bah...

happy bdae!!

2005-03-01T18:36:00.000-08:00

happy bdae isadora n marie!!~
yesterday when e ex sec 4s got back their results i cldnt find marie... so sad... she did well ba...

aniway... me n soph n peirong planned tis huge movie thing during e hols...
we r going to watch bring it on (bimbo show) , white chicks n tt breakdancing show im going to borrow frm my cousin!! hahas... i dunno wad to rite le....
cheryl is pestering me fer a testi coz i didnt rite one fer her... once, she sent me tis testi of e spongebob squarepants song... shes so thick skin... ask me 2 rite abt her in my blog...

i dont think ill take her advice...
e nkf film thing....

its called how 2 save yr money juz in case u av kidney failure...:))
so u dun need 2 ask NKF fer $$!

okay, its about tis boy called A (fergot his name) his friend was asking him 2 go to hong kong wif him fer shopping.... his fren said :"jamie's bdae is coming. maybe u can get something fer her dere..." jamie is tis girl A lyks... awww.... (its kim wakerman) ewww... her voice sounds lyk a parrot... sorry to all her "fans" or pervertic uncles who love oooogling at her... but i didnt lyk her e moment i read her blog.

then tis thinking bubble pops out frm his head...
he tinks abt jamie... den he sees a watch which is e classy kind... its 500 bucks...
den he kills his 3 little piggies (his $$ boxes) n empties out dunno how many zillion one dollar coins... he only saves $1 coins... weirdo...den he counts up to 500 dollars... exactly...
on e girl's bdae, he gives her a watch. but its not e same one he saw... its a cheapo hello kitty watch!!? he told her tt he didnt want to but too expensive watch coz he wants to save up fer his studies...(lame excuse) n she said she wld wear it until it stops ticking... aw... watever...

fast forward ten years...
shes married to e guy n still wearing e same lame watch!! so unrealistic!
hu wld marry a guy hu gives cheapo presents n lame excuses... n which sane 30 yr old wld wear a hello kitty watch?! n which cheapo watch lasts ten years!? my sister's watch dropped n broke one week after she got it... -_-"

the end-

oh ya... i saw tis fat bumbling woman wearing a shirt tt reads "graceful" in capital letters across her big chest... i tink she cant read....
im mean
ha
.

mommy's boy... awww...

2005-02-28T17:27:00.000-08:00

isadora, sorry... happy bdae! fergot 2 wish u !!
okay...
yesterday peirong came 2 my hse n showed me n sms tt a tuition guy sent

actually its his mom lah...

let me rewrite it fer u guys....

hi, im darren's mommy. please do not sms, email or rite letters to my son as i want him to concentrate on his upcoming tests. i hope u gals can RESTRAIN yrselves frm riting to him. this is to help him be less oblivious(?) in his words. i would even stop him frm playing basketball if i have to. i know darren is always helping his friends n wanting to make them happy. friends r important but friends must

well... i guess she grew tired of embarrassing her son n didnt complete e sms... poor guy... i dont noe him but his mom sure thinks tt he's really popular among e girls coz she sent this to ALL the girls in his contact list... peirong keeps this sms to taunt him... hahas... shes wicked!
wad do girls think of him n his interfering mom now?
phew... im glad my mom doesnt do this to me...

like toy soldiers...

2005-02-26T19:59:00.000-08:00

hahas... me n my sis have gone crazy.... shes eating a lollipop which looks grosss... lyk jam... *yummy*-grace
aniwaes, just now we were in e room listening 2 eminems toy soldiers...

step by step
heart to heart
left right left
we all fall down

im supposed 2 be e soldier tt nvr loses his composure

tts where we listened until den we played tt part agn... and agn... n agn...
actually e kiddy voice part didnt sound eminemy but after listening 2 a few more songs... he uses childrens voices alot...

at tt part we were dancing lyk toy soldiers (goondoo pigs)
hahas... imagine real soldiers marching 2 e 1st part of e song...

den we were competing whos breathe was smellier... hahas... we r s2pid...
she wants me 2 sae tt i won... den she keep "breathing" onto my hair wif her stinky breath n it wilted!!! wah... now it looks worse than b4... saddening...

ok, its 8, av 2 do hmwk...

or listen 2 toy soldiers

ha.

someone to join me...

2005-02-26T11:13:00.000-08:00

hahas.... cheryl cut her hair.... obviously e hairdresser didnt see tt u had a skirt on! im bad... now somone else has burnt her hair... we all make mistakes esp in e part where it concerns our "image"... but at least it will grow back lah... actually she shld av left it longer by 1cm den can tie yr hair n let down mah...

poor u ... now e floorwoman will come after u instead... tts y pat is happy so tt she will come after u instead... hahas... nah, shes nt tt bad.. :))

continuation

2005-02-25T18:45:00.000-08:00

opps i fergot 2 rite someting else

when i was in e mrt rgt... i saw tis 2 ponggol sec girlies... in sec 2... they were talking sooo loudly i cld hear evry single word... esp tt girl wif e high pitched voice...

they were talking 2 an ex guy tcher hu is super nerdy n he even put his arm round e nearest girls chair... eww...

i found out tt girls frm mixed skools lyk 2 sae tt others flirt alot... they said" tis girl so flirt, go n make other guys lyk them" so shallow... lyk dey give e guys love potion or wad... n e girls were so giggly just talking 2 e nerdie pants...

since e tcher is in e army, one of them ask him to ask his sir 2 let him take leave... she said tt she talked 2 her bro's sir b4 n ask him 2 let her bro take leave... den e sir sae she v talk c*ck... she told him tt c*cks dun talk... wow... so a "clever"ans...

biatch* just lyk e "jamie" girl in e nkf film we saw in skool*

freaked out!!

2005-02-25T18:27:00.000-08:00

wah... i av my ban yue ji (2) n compo (cl) to do... so ke lian

todae deres tis man called henry low hu came 2 our skool to do a talk on wad social workers n their jobs... HE IS A FREAKY GUY! yeeeur... he said tt he is e boss of the social worker... n said tt he decided to come 2 see girls... ewww... hes appeared in WOMENs magazines n when a girl put up her hand he said "wow, yr skin so smooth!" wads he looking at man... i tink hes supposed 2 be married!!! another hou lao shi case?!

his "partner" is freaky too... he made balloons fer those hu answered qns rgt... den he started making heart shaped balloons (tts okay, theyre cute actually) but when he handed it to them, he gave them tt seductive look n henry low started singing loveee songs... ewwww... i nvr knew clever ppl (he boasted abt his masters degree) could be so freaky!!! even e teachers were a little freaked out...

den we went back to class to paint our hp holder... i redid lyk dunno how many times... but at least maisarahs gonna buy it... seriously... i didnt threaten her or anything... even sweejy wants to buy it... wow, so cheng gong... yay... havent even finish making yet got buyers... ya i noe, im being bhb... oh ya, den me, peirong n soph started drawing our hands.... not bad esp. soph's... hees.

n im pissed abt e s2pid bus!! me n peirong waited lyk half n hr fer e bus... argh... wads happening 2 e world?! so kua zhang... but really, e driver even scolded us n said it was our fault...(e students of spore) how is it our fault tt 3 buses broke down?! tts e drivers reason fer coming late... so s2pid... n e driver drove sooooo slowly summore... aiyo...

bloggers r e same... u start riting evrydae, den after a while u grow bored n stop... tts how i do it at least...:)) heh... cheryl is a devoted(?) blogger... unlike some ppl...

my hands r tired...

its working!!!

2005-02-24T19:02:00.000-08:00

hahas... yesterday my tag board didnt work... now it does.! yay...
today peirong came 2 my hse (she still is) to do homework... cheryl i noe tt u tink tt we didnt do anything... but we did our maths!!! so unexpected... rgt after watching kung fu hustle... its damn funny... theres tis "clan" of fighters n they dance a mass weird dance after killing ppl... btw, all e members wear tuxedos fer dancing/ killing...

yum!!! i smell my aunty cooking buttery prawns!!! hahas...

peirongs singing sounds lyk shes gurgling water... she was trying 2 sing evanesence songs... i typed chicken essence just now... ive gone totally crazy...

my bro is bugging me... sh!t... i just rmb tt we av 2 go 2 skool 2morrow coz of ipw!!! damn...

e sec 3s r at oac n i miss my seniors already.. e skool is too quiet without them... me n wanning gave yeong eun pads fer her bdae present!! she almost cried...(not bcoz she was touched) but we r nt tt bad lah... still gt give her a toy n a nai ping (elmo milk bottle) so cute! wanning wanted 2 keep it fer herself...

tts all fer todays announcements, thank u fer yr attention...

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im lame
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so frustrating... arh..

2005-02-23T22:32:00.000-08:00

tis is the worst n most frustrating day of my life... my links isnt working, my life isnt functioning and the s2pid super long post i wrote fer half an hour totally DISAPPEARED!! wow.

cheryl cant help me , no one can... sadenning... she was bragging abt all her 6 bucks worth of chocolates n how shes gonna give some 2 me on mon when e screen went blank... im cursed... i feel lyk tt writer tt mrs low talked abt... e one hu lost his manuscripts n had 2 rerite all over agn!!! i feel yr pain man... he only remembered e good parts n his book turned out 2 be a hit. pow!! im sorry 2 sae tt after a long time of contemplation while i was shitting, i realised there are no gd parts tt i rote... FANTASTIC

yesterdy de yesterday... we became e stringies... influenced by priya n her dirty brain... im e G string... tts GLASS string ppl... wad were u thinking? i dun plan pn being plastered onto someones butt fer e rest of my life... glass string.... ouch... peirong is e Pearlie string... still ouch but its expensive $$$... cheryl is e crooked string...(2nners noe tt tis word has multiple meanings... haha) shermin/sherMAN is e sexy stretchable string... hahas...

maisarah... im still waiting fer u 2 buy my hp holder i made... any price u want... sweej wants it too.. hu noes wad shes going 2 do wif it AT HOME....haha

i still canot stop thinking abt amerie... coz she stood up n laughed after being hit... shes the girl hu got banged by a car n didnt bleed... she flew btw... its not some minor accident... n e driver drove over her specs when he wanted 2 drive away... crack... new frameless really expensive specs tt she will nvr get agn till shes married... i made e last part up...

todaes test was wonderfully horrible... chinese n history... fer history, i was staring into xiao rongs frickingly full head trying 2 squeeze ans out... im s2pid yes i noe...
fer chinese.... aiyo... i was busy looking at jocelyn n margaret n all e clever ppl in front n wishing i cld belyk them.... i was also trying to avoid the tchers suspicious looks.... next time i vow 2 study so tt i will noe how 2 read e fricking qns in e paper... great.........

tis time this post better works...